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Sunday, August 19, 2007, 11:19:54 PM- kinda fucked up

how you have to hurt others to have your own happiness...

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Most Recent Comment:	"hugs xxxx" - scarylady

Friday, August 17, 2007, 5:38:07 PM- being alone

My 28th birthday is coming up in a while, and i've never lived alone. i moved out of my parents house @ 17. lived with housefulls of people, or with just one person ever since. the idea of being alone scared the bejesus out of me.

so now i find myself alone. in a house much bigger than what i need for just me, but alone. and i'm finding out it's wonderful. everything is exactly where i put it last, i can come home from work and i know all my things won't be put somewhere else. i can go to sleep to the country quiet of the crickets and night creatures, or to the heavy metal music channel.

and omg...the thermostat! i can set it on whatever i want, whenever i want. that kind of power goes to a girls head, ya know?

but it's not all roses. i haven't been able to watch any of my scary movies. the shining was on the other night, and i had to pass it up, even though it's one of my favorites.

and it's really bad when it storms. i hate to be alone when it storms. that's the time i need someone most, i think. either a strong pair of arms to hold me and put my mind at ease, or just someone 3 feet away to keep my thoughts from flying with the winds outside.

i'm finding out that i'm stronger than i thought. this part of my life is teaching me all kinds of things i never knew about myself.

it's kinda nice getting to know the real kricket.

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Most Recent Comment:	"this year looks to be the first b-day i have spent alone in a long time" - thedude4886

Thursday, August 16, 2007, 12:11:46 AM- bleh

i seem to have gotten myself into a funk today. nothing bad happened...yet. i actually did a wedding cake, simple and elegant and it wasn't lopsided and didn't look like shit. well, technically it didn't. the brides choice of baby aspirin orange buttercreme roses to go on the cake was horrid. but that's just ma opinion.

so no, nothing horrible happened. just....bleh. i'm hoping posting some more of ma older pics will cheer me up. ya'll never fail to disappoint.

/me walks out to get another beer

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Most Recent Comment:	"mmm...wedding cakes always are the best!" - locksley

Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 12:25:55 AM- my first lazy day

omg today was such a great day. ever since all this drama has popped off, it's like my family is afraid to leave me alone. so all my days off have been spent doing.....everything. everything but what i wanted to be doing, which is NOTHING.
so today? today was MY day. i didn't get dressed, didn't go anywhere. i loafed around the house. i watched movies, transporter 2 was horrid, lucky jason stantam is HAWT. goonies, a classic. and a clockwork orange, one of my favorites that never fails to keep me enthralled. oh! and i took a nap!!

so here's to being a lazy ass all day, and to not getting a damn thing accomplished. i'm kinda proud of maself. =)

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Most Recent Comment:	"we need to watch the last unicorn one day....snuggled under a nice warm blanket...mugs of hot cocoa and popcorn" - thatsmsbitch2u

Wednesday, August 8, 2007, 8:54:10 PM- sheve reborn

So most of you know me as sheve. knew me as sheve anyway. i won't go into all the dirty little details,as it wouldn't be fair for all parties involved. my account was deleted by mr.. which was perfectly within his right as he did actually start it. i just hijacked it when i met and grew fond of all of you. we have separated, and most of you know i wasn't happy with my situation anyway. let's just say that i'm happier now. i wish i didn't have to cause anyone else pain to get to this happiness. and i have caused pain to more than one person in my quest.

i'm just glad to be back on NN. glad to see my old friends, and so very happy that i've been missed. ya'll have no idea how crazy i was going without being here and talking to you all.

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Most Recent Comment:	"where are you girl???? korey" - koreyone