Quite a long Blog this time so I’ve split it into sections for you and you might was to get some tea/coffee/cocoa and a biscuit. See I really do care
"The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts."
~ Bertrand Russell
*Sleep*
I am knackered! More than usual. I've been back to work this week and I’ve been having to get up at 6:00am. I'm NOT a morning person. Ask my friends and family. I'm more active in the nocturnal hours....and unfortunately not "that" sort of activity!
And while I’ve been a good boy on a few nights and gone to bed before ten there have been nights were I’ve stayed up until midnight. I'm not a good sleeper. Not only does it take me a while to get to sleep but no matter how much I sleep I’m always tired. But on Thursday night I only got about 3/4 hours sleep. Why? Well it was because of Meg...our dog.
My parents were away for a few days so I had the whole house to myself. Anyway I was in bed and at about 1am I heard Meg crying outside my door. I ignored it at first as Meg often has dreams and it's not unusually to hear her cry/growl/bark in her sleep. But when I heard her paws walking up and down outside my door I knew something was up. So I got up and she was looking very sheepish as quickly scuttled into my room. I walked over to her bed and saw she had been sick. So after scraping as much of it up as possible I picked up I replaced the blankets on her bed (I threw the dirty ones in the porch so I could wash them in the morning).
She gingerly climbed into her bed and too be honest I was slightly worried. The last dog we had died of stomach cancer and there was a lot of throwing up involved. Anyway I fussed her a bit and after she had a drink of water from her bowl I gave her a few doggy biscuits and went back to bed.
Unable to fall back to sleep at about 1:45am I heard her crying outside my door again. So I got up and she had been sick again. I did what I did before but this time spent about 30mintues looking for some spare blankets for her. My eyes were starting to sting and were very heavy but I did fuss her again just to make sure she was ok then went back to bed.
I didn't fall asleep until 4:00am and then got up at 6:00am for work
I need a lie-in and somebody needs to make the bloody weekend longer!
*Certain*
The quote at the beginning of my blog seems to be more accurate with each passing day.
There is a certain person at work who, while not being the sharpest spoon in the cutlery draw, always seems so certain about everything he says. Even if what he is saying is complete and utter bollocks. I love arguing with him, purely because it's so easy to win, which in turn pisses him off, making him more angry & vocal and more prone to speaking more shit.
Although he isn't the only person who speaks crap. Some of things I hear people say at work, especially at lunchtime when we’re in the TV room having our lunch are classics! Don't get me wrong. I'm not clever, not in the slightest but when I come across people who are stupider than me, especially when they are older than me, I do tend to ask myself "how do these people survive?"
Then, this morning, I had a pair of Jehovah’s witnesses’ turn up. When people turn up at the door I always say to myself "right Mark, try and look interested for a few seconds then tell then to piss off in the nicest way possible" but it NEVER happens! I always answer the door with a smile on my face and politely listen to whatever they have to say for however long it takes to say it. It was quite odd and funny listening to them preach about God, tolerance, caring about your fellow man then they started to slag off Islam.
Anyway I didn't convert but was told to "keep an open mind"! Had to laugh to myself after I shut the door.
*Lust V Love*
A thread in forum called "What’s your fantasy" inspired this section.
I replied in this but I sort of gave two answers.
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I have two:
1) My lusty one is to have a threesome with two women
2) My non-lusty one would be to make soft, sensual and passionate love to somebody I really care about. From sunrise until sunset (and maybe some time after sunset! )
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My first thought was a threesome with two women but the more I thought about it the more I started to drift away from that idea. If I could, would I really want that?
While it would be (hopefully) so much fun it wouldn't be what I really wanted. That's were answer two comes in.
A big turn-on for me is to see the women I’m with enjoying the experience and having a great time. I love to see the expressions on her face, the way her body moves, the change in her breathing, her voice and her moans. It just gets me so much. I guess this is why I’m pretty flexible and open-minded when it comes to sex and foreplay. I want to see her having a good time.
While this is pretty true with one-off shags with somebody I really care about I d prefer soft, sensual and passionate sex. I'm very much a touchy feely person. I love holding hands, hugs, skin on skin contact, kisses and feeling loved. The idea of doing this with somebody I really care about and making her really happy is an incredibly nice thought for me and a massive turn-on.
But unfortunately I dread it'll be nothing more than a thought for a long time, maybe forever. I guess, at heart, I’m a hopeless romantic.
"But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you"
Mark
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