I have relocated to the Denver metro area and become active in a bdsm club in center part of city. Great club with many members to know and experience community with… very pleased to have new friends in lifestyle.

Latest photos show a fantasy come real where I sought out numerous needles in torso, thighs and cock for a ribbon corset.

I located a new pro-Domme to play with, a beautiful young dominatrix who recently graduated from Her one year training program with an experienced Domme who has a dungeon with 5 other beautiful women all wonderful Domme’s.

The dungeon is very well equipped with all forms of delightful implements of pleasure and pain, including a medical room, St Andrew Crosses, benches, suspension, toilette training and impact stations.

The extreme piercing of my cock head with four 16-gauge needles in an X pattern (that was an added surprise) was very very very painful! I was flying after the first two went in… ))

This piercing was done first (4 in the double X design) with all of the other needles added to my cock shaft (4) each thigh (4) and each side of my torso (4) totaled 24 needles (8 16-gauge & 8 22-gauge).

When Empress N laced in the ribbon… then pulled tension on the needles to raised—up my cock… the head-space of my sub-space really took off. She played with the tension, pulling here and there from sometime (I lost all sense of time) continuing my journey into the amazing delicious masochistic pain of play piercing.

I desire a session with countless needles in my scrotum, cock shaft and cock head… I am hoping to at least double my highest number of genital insertions… perhaps 40 to 50 needles.

I also will request permission to shoot a video of my next play piercing scene with Empress N.

I hope you PM me regarding the photos and my blog.

Over the past week i have completed fabricating my full body harness and my Mistress permitted me to wear it for the first time during a play-piercing scene today.

We started with the application of the "cruel--condom" from scottpauldesigns.com upon my cock. It's a metal mesh forming a rough-scraping cage around the full length of my cock. i tried to attach leads for electro-stimulation to the PES box, but the connector i made failed. i hope i am not punished for that error in workmanship.

Mistress A was disappointed that the connector did not work, but She allowed me to take it home for re-working. i received more torment to my cock with the mesh. i learned why it is called the cruel condom, indeed.

Next we proceeded to my restraints, She locked me into cuffs for my wrists and ankles. It felt so good to be secured into my cuffs again. Then i bowed my head and She lovingly placed my collar on my neck and locked its padlock in back. i love the sound of it clicking shut! i felt so secure and loved in this moment.

i got my harness out of my kink toolbox and presented it to dear Mistress A. She smiled and nodded Her approval. Slowly She brought all of the buckles and straps into place. The feeling of having Her tighten the harness caused my cock to leak, something my Mistress did not miss. She cleaned the tip with her whip. Oh ouch.

i lay on Her table and the play-piercing began. Prior to the scene i had requested longer pushes of the needles under my skin. i was not disappointed! As She pressed 18g needles through the long passages my skin ignited in shots of searing-white-hot pain much to my delight. Each lancing cause me to wish for no more, yet as soon as the pain lessened slightly, i desired another and another and another.

She stopped with but four on my stomach! (i wanted more!) Then my precious Mistress added two more 18's to my inter-thighs. i knew that was going to be intense. It was and it caused my cock to thicken.

Then the finial act. She shoved the finial two needles through the glans ridge of my swelling cock. i was amazed how each region of my body felt so different as the needles pricked in, slid---through and poked out. my good Mistress dripped alcohol from fresh swabs onto my wounded skin and tapped, pulled--- generally playing with my needles to bring cries of pain and pleasure from me.

Using pretty blue ribbon She wound around my needle-boxed navel, pulling up on all four lances at the same time causing moans from Her sub-boy.

Then i felt Her pulling the ribbon through my captive-bead 10 gauge ring of my new PA. It is in its third week of healing so any pull is provoking the very sensitive and tender PA hole. i knew She would pull the ring toward one of the needles in my thigh to stretch out my cock.

Again She did not disappoint me, as She pulled and pulled on my PA... soon i could not tell if the pain radiating from my poor dick was from the strained PA hole or from the needles! All three piercing sites were now hurting me plenty.

Mistress A pulled out the needles one by one, and finger-painted along the way on my cock and torso to her delight. She instructed me to not violate NN policies by posting photos showing her tribal war-painting. i will post them on bmezine tonight in the play-piercing section.

After i was cleaned up by my dear kind Mistress She turned me over, and tied me off to the table. Then She told me that i was to be rewarded with a strong-powered whipping for being such a good sub-boy by not crying out as i was pierced in the new manor of the long pierce-through technique i had requested.

She proceeded to whip my back with a new tawse that i made from surplus 2" belting from my harness. i fashioned the handle and then cut the belt into seven lashes each 18" long and 1/4 X 1/4th inch thick. My new whip proved to be quite wicked, cutting and abusing my flesh, as She thrashed me long and hard, which is her style of pleasuring herself, especially when aroused as she was after our piercing scene today.

In gratitude--
Once again i am grateful for Her skill, care and kindness in how She fulfills my wishes and desires for D/s and edge play kink.

Our next scene is planned for my birthday the first week of May. i do not know what Mistress A has planned, but She promises me many surprises over the whole day. The thought causes me to leak pre-cum as i write this for you.

Please comment, i love to hear from you all and thank you for the many private messages!

I to thank other members of NN who have supported me and provided my with very useful information and advice on receiving my PA and its care after the procedure to pierce my cock. There are some very wonderful and caring people here!

An example of a recent message to me regarding my question on healing time, when to begin stretching it for a larger ring.

Oh, realized that I forgot to answer one of your most important questions. Please WAIT to stretch!! I know that the urge to fuck with it, and get to where you want to be (size wise)is great, & hard to resist. I know this from personal experience. You DO NOT want an infection there - especially after we "got up the balls" to get that part of our body pierced in the first place! Follow you cleaning/turning instructions, and wait until everything heals properly (approx. 1 month - 6 weeks) before you start moving up. And again, GO SLOW!


Thanks for the emphasis on waiting, let it heal, and go slow.
I think that is the hardest part of having a PA. Funny when thinking of the plus’s and minus’s in making the decision to pierce for a PA or not, I never thought about the mental issue... would I be able to leave it alone while it healed.
On a site like BME where the offer advice and how-to, plus personal stories, reading the words of caution regarding healing time and protocol went by like water running down hill, kind of "oh sure" and "well of course"... little did I know how hard mentally it would be to leave it alone!
Thanks for the second message. It helps, to be reminded! Again and again.
As of yesterday, its been 3 weeks and all is well.
Being good is also hard for my Mistress! She just said to me when hinting just a little bit about what we will be doing on the PA's month anniversary: "I imagine that I can't restrain you to the St. Andrews Cross by your PA when I flog you Friday. At least not until another month passes, right?" "Yes Mistress that is what I am understanding from the experts." "Well I can't wait to see you dancing on your toes with only your dick attached to the cross."

One week to go and i will be in a scene again with my Mistress A. i have no idea what will happen, She is in a period of surprise the sub, so no hints what so ever have come to me on what my transpire. i was instructed to buy the weighted ball stretcher that i posted photos of today and i am to bring that, so i know my nuts will be in for pain. That is a part of my body that has been getting more and more attention lately. She whipped 'em pretty hard last time we were together. Now the stretcher which makes them very exposed, with tight purple skin and a'hurt'n bad in quick order. Ball pain is so different from any other. i call it my base-note of pain, not sharp and high like a buggy whip, but low and deep. i can not believe that i enjoy this type of pain as i feared it all my life due to how much it hurt when they got hit in sports or some weird accident. Now i seek this base-note. Amazing.

Met a new guy this week who wanted me to switch and top him. Very good time, enjoyed the scene very much and we will meet again in a week or two. He is okay with me taking photos of our next time together so I will be posting them and letting my regular readers know first what happened and when the photos will be up on NN. He loves restraints and bondage, and went quite a long way into whipping and flogging for a first session. I am looking forward to having him back in my play-space.

I'm still looking for a female submissive to live-in. Have a couple of NN members thinking about it. After being with my new male sub, it makes me desire a female here even more.

I have decided to add to the context of my posted photos and profile as a way of sharing with others of similar interests, for self-growth and discovery.
I encourage you to read through my profile to gain a basic understanding of who I am and what I seek in life.
I have known since the beginning of puberty that I am a very sexual being. All of my intimate relationships either flourished or floundered due to my interest in erotic sexuality.
I have met many wonderful people who have share their sexuality with me, have provided me wisdom, eroticism, vision, guidance and pleasure.

They have also challenged me to expand, grow and accept different or "kink" sexual behaviors. Due to this "pressure" within my own head-space I have had to confront my own fears, prejudices, self-doubt, inadequacies, and self-worth--self-esteem issues.

What I did not know, when I did not it caused me to hurt myself and others along the way. I am a wiser man now and I am grateful to those who have allowed me into their world, to share, grow and learn all that I know today about D/s, kink, and sexual magic.

My greatest gift today is my Mistress because She allows me to push myself into sub-space, to learn how to fly, and to expand my natural masochistic nature as a fully alive erotic sexual being. She also encourages and gives me sanction to find the woman I need to live the D/s lifestyle. For all this I am grateful beyond words.