My age really, listening to this album from 1994!! Crikey, my whole world was so different then, I was a totally different person too. Anything that was on the On-U-Sound label back then was just fabulous, still going actually and I would go to their many gigs, where they would showcase new acts, those were the days I am not so sure you will like this, not that it bothers me much, sorry! Its described as 'industrial hip hop' I dunno, I am just into alot! I am feeling far from disconnected btw, have to reassure you before you all start mailing, I just love this track.....I keep threatening to blog more and I shall, I shall...

Moby.....Some words might be written if I can find the time, some big games in the Rugby over the weekend

Takes me back to the Gay Bars I loved so much, it will be like Marmite for you....Now where are my poppers????

Waffle some words at you later, if I can find the time before the Rugby kicks off later today. More Tackhead, I have actually got this on a 12" vinyl, its just bringing me round to face the day, which is going to be filled with sun shine and I suggest you crank the bass slightly.....

You might like it, you might not, but you know me its getting posted regardless... I like to get my headphones on and get lost in Space!

Apparently so.... [url]http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=998_1443354005[/url]

To wake you up....

Hello the few who read my waffling, have I got news for you..... I have been keeping my head down for the past few months, dealing with my future. I have made contact with my parents after twenty years of not speaking to one another, I have so many demons regarding my childhood, stuff I have blocked and buried so deep. I felt it was time to try to bury as many demons as I could and the only way I could get answers was by talking with my Dad. Now he is of the generation of 'big boys dont cry or discuss their inner most feelings', but to me surprise he is so very willing to discuss whatever I need in order to move on. So that is a major issue I had out of the way, reconnecting with them both and I feel so much happier knowing that I can ask any painful question and I will get an answer back, to know that facts. There is always two sides to every story....

I have found myself a rather decent job too!! I was working in retail, but the company I worked for, their idea of customer service and mine differed enormously, so I left that job a couple of months ago now. I applied for just two jobs during the two months, one I rather wanted and one I didnt really. The one I wanted fell through, I was then left with the one I wasnt too keen on. The interview process was rather intense, my most intense to date...I had an initial telephone interview which lasted 45mins, another one which lasted 30mins and finally an intensive two hour 'assessment/interview' I had to pass competency tests, role paying scenarios, then a one on one interview. I came out of there feeling I had done my best, despite not really wanting it! 'We will be intouch after we have done a credit check on you'.....Oh fuck! The fly in the ointment...Anyways I got a call the very next day and they offered me the position, I dont know what I was most pleased about, getting the job or passing the credit check!!!!! Its working full time for a big private company called 'Capita' here you go if you want to be nosey- [url]http://www.capita.co.uk/[/url] They have their fingers in lots of different pies, one of the things capita do is to collect on behalf of tvlicensing bully boys!! Anyone who knows me, knows I am quite anti corporations, very anti corporations, so am I selling out by taking this job?? I dunno, but they intend to pay me a very decent wage, a wage that can make some people I owe to smile and a wage that will take me places next year. This is an opportunity I am grasping as tight as I can and running with, I have been asking the Universe for such a job as this, I have got what I want finally and I worked very hard to get it really, personally, spiritually. The corporate world is a whole new dimension/realm for me, full of creatures I wouldnt normally associate myself with. According to Capita, they want me to become 'a responsible corporate citizen' I am entering into a big black hole here, I wont let them turn me, I wont let them turn me...... Love this guy has well you know, crank the bass! Ps Sorry I have not been around much, but its the Rugby World Cup and for another four weeks yet and I am all eyes on that xxxx

What a surprise, you know I like this guy and this track rocks!! To warn you, its drum and bass...