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Thursday, March 13, 2008, 2:18:43 AM- Apologies to my friends are in order.............

I have been neglecting each and every one of you and for that I sincerely apologize. There is nothing wrong - just been very busy moving, getting settled in, getting stuff settled with a few other things financially - and also getting put on more meds...........not different ones..........more..........YAY!

And again - these don't fuckin' work! I'm ready for the voltage I tell 'ya.

Anyway - I wish all of you well and I will try to start checking in more often now than my computer is set-up and stuff.

RunWolf - I know you've been trying to reach me - at least I think it was you - # was different than the one I had...........so I wasn't sure.

Mont26 - yes yes yes - so sorry - no excuses - and not throwing you under the bus again.

lovitt - will send message when I have more time.

Seaxun - yahoo ain't working babe.............sorry (mont26 too - sorry) - don't know what the trouble is.

And all of you wonderful friends - I will work more at keeping in touch.

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Most Recent Comment:	"hey Sweety you get ya slef aorted....ya now iam lurking most days on yahoo:)" - seaxun

Saturday, February 16, 2008, 3:50:10 AM- A man - a woman - a farm..............

Just my own idea of heaven folks...........

I've met someone wonderful and things are happening quickly....he has farmland (only 5 acres.......but it's plenty for us) and he has a bear of a dog and a cute cat........

Life is wonderful...........I am more happy now than I have ever been in my entire life..........

Will "visit" more later,
Geeg

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Most Recent Comment:	"Good for you! Thought it might be something like that. :)" - lovitt

Tuesday, February 5, 2008, 3:27:36 AM- Moving, moving, moving.

If you folks don't see or "read" me much in the next month don't worry. I'm looking for a new apartment (much cheaper) and I need to concentrate on that and a few other things. But I'll check in every week at least.

Hugs,
Geeg

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Most Recent Comment:	"Take care of yourself first SG, good luck with all." - mortadella5553

Sunday, February 3, 2008, 6:18:33 PM- Is Good Enough really good enough??

Do you ever wake up feeling like your whole life has been one big fraud? Like you aren't living the life you want.......but you aren't sure yet what that is?

Yeah yeah - another introspective blog from Squishy I know. Blah blah blah she's depressed again.

I'm just tired....................tired of so much. And I am changing things in my life actively - little changes all the time. But it's not fast enough............and I now realize........I realize I will never have children.....ever.

Okay - I'm going to have a cup of hot tea and read a good book and chill.

Later,
Me

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Most Recent Comment:	"I can't be over the hill, because I was never on top of the hill." - Distant Lover

Tuesday, January 29, 2008, 7:55:35 AM- 11:47 pm pacific time and I am boooooooorrreeeed

I left because I had posted some pics of myself and I decided that it was a bad idea since I had no watermark etc etc on them. I may post some again at some point. But - I may wait until I feel better about my weight. I think I posted the pics for validation that I was still "okay" looking - which I got of course - but..........well unless you yourself feel good about you - all the validation in the world doesn't seem to perk you up enough or keep you perked up.

It's time to change my weight.

I know some think that sometimes I am really harsh on people - I do try to step in when I think someone is being bashed on needlessly - but if that same person steps in it themselves and goes off on a tangent - I'll bash them down too.

I do think though that my recent verbal assault on RC was too harsh and for that I apologize RC. You and I do not always agree - but I do admit freely that I stepped over the line.

I will pm you also. I am not asking forgiveness - I don't think you and I will be "friends" - but I am so tired of people not being able to start a discussion in the forums without having people tell them they are stupid. Ideas, thoughts, etc - might be far fetched - but this is a public forum. Sadly as such - yes we all have the right to say what we want even if it is negative.

DL - thank you for starting the goodbye thread for me. I was truly not going to come back..........I just feel that sometimes being here takes up too much "Geeg" time - time that I need to spend on ME and learning to get out in life and learning to not be afraid of the world around me. I want everyone to know that I did not disappear to have people miss me to stroke my ego - had I wanted that I would have started the goodbye thread myself and announced my goodbye maybe. But this time I felt I should just leave period.

I do thank all of you for saying nice things though - I really do.

Kisses,
Geeg

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Most Recent Comment:	""DL - thank you for starting the goodbye thread for me." My pleasure, Darling. I'm so glad you are back. By the way, I loved your photo. I saw it when I logged in at the Library of Congress. Don't let RC bother you. His hostility invigorates me." - Distant Lover