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Saturday, June 7, 2008, 2:53:01 AM- WTF??

Since when is loyalty to a friend bad? I made a comment in lovitt's blog and got a nasty response by someone who is obviously gone with the wind already. I'm sure those of you who made comments also received the same type of pm.

Lovitt - you are awesome and right in what you say - period. Anyone who wants to dispute that with me - pm me and I'll give you my e-mail addy..........then we can have a battle of wits - I just hope you, who likes to disappear a lot - will be armed.

Geeg

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Most Recent Comment:	"I too got a similar message...I posted an answer to that person...before I knew him/her/it to be gone...Then I posted my answer in the mentioned blog... We are never alone...but we shall see fools...come and go... Can some nice lady roll me into the sun at 11 hundred...smile" - By-the-Sea

Monday, June 2, 2008, 6:55:41 PM- Shortest relationship ever for me

1 - I'm a horrible roommate 2 - I should be greatful for everything I am entitled to here and appreciate/show my appreciation for everything (I guess that means kissing his ass when I've taken a shit and been allowed to flush) 3 - He wants to charge me for the extra electricity and cell phone usage - which I don't have a problem with - but I can't see the bill - nor can my sister who (whom??? - I never get that right) has power of attorney.

I haven't been online much because I use up too much phone time...............he swore up and down he had call waiting and I was just ignoring it when people called and I was on the phone with someone - I tested it - he doesn't have call waiting. Yesterday he didn't come out and call me a liar - but he might as well have.

I'm outta here soon...........life is too short you know? I do freely know my shortcomings - and I'm not always happy go lucky and I'm not always ms. nice person - no one wants a stepford woman.................at least I hope not.

I cook, clean, do home health aid duties as needed and when needed day or night (I'm on call basically) and I do a lot of "farm" work..............some that only a seasoned farm hand would know how to do - but he decides to scream at me because then I'll understand I guess is his theory. I've taken to walking off then.

Anyway - enuff bitching about it - time to get off my ass and find a new apartment - no roommate and move on with my life. I just hope he doesn't try to sue me - he has sued several people and business' over his lifetime.................which I just found out. So what a winner eh??

Anyway - I'll check in more with everyone - and for my good friend in Dallas - I'll call you soon too. When I'm away from the house.

Geeg

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Thursday, May 22, 2008, 2:28:58 PM- WTF??

You share a house with someone - pay a certain amount of rent previously agreed upon - pay half the electricity, pay for your own cable, and pay for half the food.

Now you are told you cannot put the washing machine on the "super duty" cycle.............. because they don't like it because it's noisy and also because they frankly just don't like it being run that way.

WTF????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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Most Recent Comment:	"I like the spin cycles...but i would never be the one to complain about the noise" - By-the-Sea

Thursday, May 15, 2008, 1:29:44 PM- -27 lbs.............

Okay - last night I had a pity party in the "anything anyone wants to say thread" (boy I miss Cutesi)

But this morning is a new day so time to be cheerful. I am so glad I am 27 lbs lighter................really thrilled.

I actually had the PLEASURE of giving my larger size pants to my eldest sister

I finally have a kitten - the first few nights she slept right next to me - now............not so much. She barely gets on my lap anymore. My roommate (yep - JUST roommates I guess and friends...................long explanation and not worth the space) said to start ignoring HER and she'll turn around. We'll see.

Well - time to feed the chickens - they are getting so big an they are so fluffy. I'll try to get pics of the pets and put them up somehow.

Geeg

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Friday, April 18, 2008, 9:27:49 PM- Baby chicks die?....................that sucks!

A week or so ago Ben and I bought 6 chicks (I said baby chicks but they are babies - so pardon my faux pas) - everything was going well. Cute little things - they are Bantam Silkies - not large eggs when they lay them - but pretty chicks and they'll eat some of the bugs (box elder/alder bugs are bad around here)that are plaguing things. Well I checked on them this afternoon and one little one was dead............he/she was still slightly warm - but you could tell the others were a bit distressed. I noticed he'd had the runs today...............so he might have been sick from the beginning. It's hard to tell really.

Anyway - I wanted laying hens - the kind with normal size eggs - but when I saw these..........it didn't really matter what kind of chicks they are.

I have to laugh sometimes though about the people that BUY quail and grouse chicks.................you can find them wild very easily............catching them is a bitch...........but they are all over in the orchards and fields right now. And most folks here don't raise them to eat............just as pets............odd.

I hope everyone is well and is nice to each other here........or I might have to spank!!! And not the fun kind either!

Geeg

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Sunday, April 13, 2008, 8:43:46 PM- 39 and I'm 19 lbs. lighter

I don't know how I've done it - but I've lost 19 lbs so far - it's slow though so nothing will sag anymore that it already is

I think it's partially the farmwork and partially the fact that I just don't give a rip about food. I mean - keeping busy is helping that part - but so is a new medication my Psych. put me on. She tried to pick one that might make me GAIN weight and I said "If I gain anymore you might as well roast me over a spit!" (no I didn't really say that)

It's nice to have pants that are loose - but now they are too long for me too

Oh well - I can fold them up until they start sliding off my ass.

It's great to report something happy

Kisses,
Geeg

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Thursday, April 10, 2008, 7:42:15 PM- Blech...............

No - I did not make a mistake in my spelling of the word "belch" - the word above means "yuck".

I cannot wait until the presidential elections are over so at least that will give everyone something slightly different to bitch about in the forums. Right now as it stands - I am not for any one of the jackasses running. Not one.

Wouldn't it be great if we could call a "do over"? Say "hey - you guys/gals all suck - we're going fishing for new folks - average joe's who really know what the problems of this country are."............

And why on earth are all these movie stars/celebs so fascinated with "buying" children from other countries? There are so many adoptable children here in the US - they just have a long list for babies. Personally - I'd rather have a bit older child - the diaper thing - yeah that sucks and so do the terrible two's.

I am all for doing what we can for other countries - don't get me wrong - but charity does begin at home..........and in the state I live in the "rich" side of the state gets the money while the people that do most of the real work are broke. And yes there are still a lot of farmers here crying all the way to the bank - I'm talking about the small family farms barely getting by.

What about the homeless in this country? I don't know the exact statistics - but in this county there is a large majority of homeless that need mental help. Unfortunately if they get the help they feel okay and stop taking their meds. But there are elderly going homeless now.............children wandering the streets alone that are homeless............

It's disgusting - I'm not talking freebies - I'm just talking about good old fashioned human kindness and finding ways to help those that live in this country too.

And did I read correctly (please tell me if I have misunderstood this factoid) that the Saudi's or some group or other own a lot of the banks in this country? Or at least are majority shareholders? I don't care who had that fucked up idea - but we wonder why the dollar is dropping - and yet we hardly own our own country any longer...............

This is a bipartisan (sp?) issue..............it needs fixing before we're a totally broken down society.

Geeg

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Thursday, April 3, 2008, 5:48:03 AM- Whooops

I had no intention of making people think that my b-day was the particular day (the 31st) when I wrote the last blog entry. My birthday is actually the 3rd. And Mont26 - no sweat - you didn't miss a thing but me being at the hospital with Ben......long story - will blog about it later. Right now I will say though that he realized now how much I do respect and appreciate him and help him out when he needs it - and realized that he wasn't giving me the same courtesy because of all of his legal issues with his ex over "stuff".

Anyway - thanks everyone for saying happy b-day. I think it's going to be a better year than I thought.

Kisses,
Geeg

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Monday, March 31, 2008, 3:59:57 AM- Another b-day..............another year without Mr. Special

I swear I know I have a few quirks (the whole ketchup thread a few months ago is an example) - but damn! I can't put the visor down in his car when the sun is shining because it bugs him (he has bad OCD - so do I but I work at keeping most of my symptoms under control). I left the scissors on the counter accidentally instead of putting them back in the drawer..........OMG I felt the world stop did anyone else?? And last night (God forbid) I was cooking him a tv dinner without using the fucking oven timer.

Well I have pretty much had it - he sees nothing wrong and thinks discussing these things is not important because he likes things a certain way period. I do too but I do not bitch at people if they dont' get it right - I will admit that in my first marriage I did - and the 2nd one wasn't great but I had let a lot of things go by then - and now I am neat and tidy and clean around the house - but if something gets left out by mistake I'm not going to lose sleep over it.

I guess that's where I went wrong.

Life is too short..................I can't worry about this small shit. I went to a friends over a year ago now and had him visit me a few times as well - we both were able to respect each other and each other's stuff and personal space. If I spilled something it was "no biggy" and if he did at my place it wasn't a big deal.

I was yelled at all my life by an overly domineering nervous nelly mother who felt the need to control everything down to my bowel movements (well just about that far - how many pairs of underwear I chose to wear in a day while menstruating though).

I can't put up with it again - I am miserable and considering.............well considering a lot. But my biggest fear is that there is no one decent out there that WANTS ME or NEEDS ME - ...................

So - happy fuckin' b-day to me...........yada yada yada.

Geeg

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Monday, March 17, 2008, 6:19:57 PM- Murphy's Law

Well I'm not sure it's one of Murphy's Law's - but you know that feeling that everything in a relationship is just peachy and then all of a sudden things are so opposite you don't know what happened? We are now JUST roommates and JUST friends. Fine - I can understand that he's got some shit to still deal with, with the ex. She's in contempt of court for the 4th time for not giving him the shit he was awarded in the divorce decree.

Okay - I get that - and I get the stsress - I really do.

But isn't it pathetic to go from lovers and planning to get to know each other and having a good time looking forward to a big garden etc etc - to being almost strangers??

That's how my 2nd marriage was and I can't do it again. I'm trying to be patient and keep my chin up - but I'll be glad this Wednesday. I see my therapist then - and he knows my "friend"s therapist - and maybe he'll put a bug in her ear. It was his therapist and Psychiatrist that told him he had no business moving me in with him and no business starting a relationship with anyone right now - so of course he feels pulled in all directions.

And I'm lonely - very lonely.

Anyway - sorry for the bitch session on St. Paddy's Day.

May the luck o'the Irish be with you on this day.

Kisses,
From an Irish Lass

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