Viewing Member - mibi

i just want to let you know that after all of the comments and pm's from people on nn, i was so horny. i had to go somewhere in 20 minutes and it usually takes me over 30 minutes to cum when i am by myself...i took my little vibrator toy put it on my clit and thought of the comments and remarks i received from people on nn...took me less than 15 minutes to cum...i came loud enough that the dog next store started whining...i think my moans are at the right level for him to hear and be bothered by it...oh well...i have to go i am right on time now... thanks again!!

i took a lot of pictures this morning before going to breakfast...just posted them so i hope everyone enjoys..there are some requests out there aond I will get to them as soon as i can...i was thinking maybe today i might be able to get an outdoor one again..maybe running in a park...or bent over a picnic table getting fucked...hmmm sounds good i am getting wet just thinking about it...have a great day

had the opportunity today for some afternoon sex...it was really a lot of fun since it has been a few days and i was really horny from making the list last night of the different things i have put in my pussy and also last night after i read some stuff in the forums i went and played with my vibrating toy to cum in bed...it was pretty intense i was able to cum twice while i was playing...that usually never happens since it is hard to achieve that level two times since i get distracted after the first orgasm and by myself hard to get back and focused...my fuck buddy took pictures today and then we fucked around...i put the tennis racket inside my ass...ouch it hurt but made my pussy cream...i sucked his hard cock while i was fucking my ass with the racket...after a little while i laid back and took his cock in my pussy...he was so hard and deep in my cunt...i had two orgasms in that position before we went to our favorite position...doggie style with my face on the floor and ass raised to take his cock...he came a little in my pussy...almost never happens usually i take all of his cum in my mouth then he pulled out to cum in my mouth and dripped on the floor i licked that up while he was holding his cock tight...then i opened my mouth and took his cum....all i can say is my fuck buddy has excellent tasting cum...as everyone knows not everybody's is the same and he is by far the best i can remember...but to be honest it was many of years with only one cock so the times before that are kind of blurry...

question for people...while i was making my list yesterday of the things in my pussy i was thinking about whipped cream...anybody fill their pussy with whip cream(not just on the surface) and have the other lick it out from inside and then fuck with the remaining whip cream inside them? i think that sounds like so much fun!!! have a great day!!

Objects I have been fucked with
Spoon
Small Dildo
Butterfly toy
Rabbit
Lava Lamp
Flashlight
Knife
Tennis Racket
Ice scraper
20oz Bottle
Stick shift
Cock
baseball bat
fist
glass dildo
bigger dildo
anal toys
shampoo bottle
paper towel holder
bottle of wine
bottle of oil from fuck buddy's counter
vacuum
beer bottle
8in dildo
rope
whip
dog's tongue
bedpost
fingers
tongue
handle from pan
candle
Stool legs
spatula
fence post in chicago
free weights bar
fitness machine bar
stripper's tongue
banana
fruit

any other ideas....let me know

i don't know how many are into this but i love to be spanked during sex...my absolute fantasy is that i did something 'wrong' and he tells me i am going to be punished, i am a little worried because i am afraid of being spanked or punished...he tells me to pull down my shorts/panties so my ass is showing, then he bends me over his knee...he spanks me with his hand or paddle...hard but not too hard makes marks but not bruises it...enough that i cry but not enough that i can't take the next one...he gives me a set amount of spankings and i have to count down backwards...if i fight him or forget to count backwards he does it again...maybe between swats on my ass he swats my inner thighs...he also may touch my pussy with his hand or object...i am begging to have him stop nd everytime i beg he adds two more to that punishment ..afterwards i need to suck/stroke his cock until he is ready to fuck me...he tells me the position, doggie style and he fucks me and continues to slap my ass until i make him cum...that is my absolute fantasy...

usually a weekend is time that i can make up for lost sex time...this weekend was very busy and very little sex time though i will tell you it was great when i got it today...this morning i was feeling blah, not very excited and a little down because i was horny and just wanted to be pounded in my pussy...sorry but toys are just not the same...my cunt was aching a little and i tried playing with my toys to make myself cum...didn't work though i got plenty wet doing it...decided to go for a run, which was very peaceful and the conversation as always was very riveting...if you are a runner you understand that what is said in a run stays in a run...we both have some extended family issues and it seems that this is the place where we get some reinforcements that we are doing what we can to make it better...after the run we got something to eat and then i asked what he would do with a naked body on his floor...he said he needed to think about it and while he was thinking...i decided to use his camera to take some pictures one of my favorites is through his glass table but my ratings are not high for that one...seems others like the other pictures better...kind of fun taking all of those pictures with the knife...added the glass toy to the fun and then he had me doggy style with the glass toy deep in my ass and his hard big cock in my cunt...i felt like i was filled to the max and he kept fucking me hard and deep...i was moaning loadly and encouraging im to fuck me until he came all over my body...he exploded and as you can see my tits definitely got a creaming...i didn't even clean up until i showered at home....i like how cum looks on a body...i wish my tongue was long enough to clean my tits and stomach...hard deep fucks are incredible and he knows how to make a girl cum b4 he cums...hope everyone liked my nasty pictures...and please pm me if you want a personalized picture...time for bed as my pussy and body are tired!

unfortunately for me i have had sex only once this week, somehow i feel that because i am not creative enough i am suffering in that department...i wish i could be exciting and come up with all kinds of different things so my fuck buddy would actually like to fuck me...it used to be said that neither of us would ever get bored with the other but i think that has changed for him...i am reading a lot and trying to come up with different ways but i think i am a little too boring...my only sex this week came on tuesday...it is now saturday and my pussy is wet from my exciting day...i went to a health expo and looking at all of the fit men and women really had me excited...i had hoped to take pictures down in the city i was in but the camera was forgotten and no exciting or different pictures...unfortunately for me i feel like i am the bad person because i want sex and he doesn't...seems to play on my mind in a negative way...i guess i will have to take it as is...that he really just isn't in the mood and that maybe tomorrow i can convince him to fuck my pussy...he found out something about me last week that i thought i would never share to anyone and though he tried to convince me that it wouldn't change anything i think he really changed his thoughts on me i try to show people how good of a person i am and i think i am too much...today during our run we talked about some things that i am struggling with and during the run he said that my behaviors is pushing him away from being my friend because he feels that i am not working hard enough on my issues. I really do try to do better but i am not moving fast enough in the correct direction...i don't know if i will ever be where i should be as a person...

this is such a great site, i love looking at the pictures and the videos. I also love checking out the forum for different threads, it seems like many of the people here are really real and not doing it for money...i hope to take some pictures tomorrow in a new city which should be fun, not sure how i will do it but i will be...i have a very addictive personality and today i had the most incredible urge to drink and get drunk...i just want to be kind of crazy and have that ease that you feel when drinking...but i won't because i don't have someone to watch my back when i drink....a couple of guys from a place i work at keeps trying to get me to go out, they are really nice but sometimes i don't know my limits and i am afraid of the resulting action that i end of talking myself into after a few into a situation that what might happen its been about 6 years to not get drinks...i have been really good lately probably for over 1 month, with healthy friends to watch out for me..gs.crazy things can happen....i just need to get this urge out of me....

i have been thinking about sex a lot lately...usually what I do is play with myself and try to get off the edge off...i haven't been very into pulling out my toys and playing though...i have been going to bed a little frustrated...last night i didn't need to since i was fucked and played with a lot...i can't believe how many times i can cum when playing with my pussy, sucking and stroking his cock, getting licked and fucked...mmmmm...i can still very realistically feel his cock in my cunt...sex is such a positive thing for me...i enjoy everything about it
some people sent me some pm's lately with some more creative ideas and i can't wait to try them out....i hopefully will be posting pictures soon but i haven't taken pictures lately

before you even read this...i am writing for a place to just air my thoughts and feelings...this is not going to be a sex blog...so don't be mad after you read this...
i have always been insecure about myself and this place has provided me with a boost of self-esteem...i have always been a sex person ever since i was 14...i always felt that i would be liked more if i performed different things sexually...over the years of marriage i would do anything my ex would ask...he really wasn't very creative and things kept really normal...i would think of crazy things but thought if i would share them he wouldn't want to do it or think i am crazy...since sex always was where i felt ok i didn't want to ever make him not want it with me i always kept quiet...
now things are kind of the same...my fuck buddy is very creative but i hate to share what i want because i am afraid that i will be rejected...i have a problem in which i do share what i want and then i am rejected and it sends me into a frenzy which my mind plays even more tricks with me...
i am a person that would do anything for anybody that asks me...actually i will probably ask you if you need help b4 you even get a chance to ask me...i am a people pleaser and always try to do things so i am considered a 'nice' person...i do things for others because if i occupy myself with jobs then i can't have time to make myself feel even worse...
people would never believe how bad i feel about myself all of the time...i put a smile on my face and people believe all is ok with me...i feel like such a liar...friends close to me can sometimes see how yucky i feel about myself but many times they don't have a clue...they think if i am doing something it will make me feel better...nobody seems to know what happens to me when i have time to think...i completely rip myself apart...doesn't matter what it is but i don't like myself...i was told if i do things for myself i will feel better about myself...i have done some projects at home and you know what...seems to make others happy i have done them but it doesn't make me happy...but i do them because others say i should do them because i would feel better...i think it is kind of crazy that others seem to know how i feel or should feel and really they don't get it...i wish i could close my eyes and wake up happy but i don't...
i sure hope nobody ever got this far with my blog...thanks for listening...this seems like a very good place to just let things off my head...sometimes just venting/sharing makes me find a different perspective....