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Hi all

The interview yesterday went ok, now i just have to play the waiting game. Should know by next week if i've managed to keep my own job!

Mark

Hi all

Well my future employment entirely rests on tomorrow, so no pressure there then!

For those who don't know I had to re-apply for my own job (back in May) and I only found out three weeks ago about my job interview tomorrow.

Timing hasn't been great as I’m still getting over a knee operation. I did have a short test drive on Tuesday into town to get a new suit and to see how my knee held up. I did about 25-30 miles altogether but my knee was aching after about 10 minutes and has been aching for most of today. But I think standing for 2 and bit hours while ironing might have something to do with it! My driving was sloppy as well, made a few mistakes and even stalled which I haven't done since I passed my test back in January.

Tomorrow I’ll be driving roughly 105 miles to and from the interview location. It's either do that for an hour each way or spend 3 hours hoping from train to train and that's just in one direction!

Also need to contact GP and some stage and see if he'll give me another week or two off work as my sick notes runs out next week and if today is anything to go by I’ll be nowhere near ready to go back to work.

Now I’m just waiting. I wish the interview was in a couple of minutes so I could get it over and done with!

Mark

I'm never there for you...



[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8tdFZag1vM[/url]

I lost myself last night, I lost myself in you,
Your world is a chamber,
I walk into your room, I wish this was my tomb,
You're pure,
burning slowly, she's sleeping softly
Your mind is a stranger,
If this is comfort, a mutual feeling,
I'm fooling myself in love
In love, tell me why I am lying here with you

This room is freezing, but I am burning
It's dark but it's still so bright,
You kiss me softly, I suck your lips tight
I'm fooling myself

In love and love,
(every night)

I'm never there for you,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,

I know that you are gone, but you're still a part of me
Your spirit still holds on, playing cards with me

Emotions in this truck, made for if you dream,
And if my heart should stop, I'll still be thinking of you and me.

Why I am lying here with you?
Why I am lying here with you?

I'm never there for us,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,

I'm never there for you,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Why?

Hi all

As the sun sets to signal the end of a weekend, now is a good time to sit back, relax and enjoy what is left of the day.

If you're anything like me you're relaxing with your eyes closed (although not right now as i wouldn't be able to type otherwise!) with a glass of tipple listening to some relaxing music...

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkObnNQCMtM[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Je3KyWWW8pA[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeGdUMynSOU[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGFyffkxqPM[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHAvjaHtlMA[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWAhVbayGv4[/url]

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szjfmz_Q1UI[/url]



Mark

Hi all

Seeing as i've got some time off work with my knee i thought about taking some pics to put up here over the next week or so. What to do, poses, objects to pose with, how to make them different than the ones i've put up already, etc, etc.

Only problem is when i had got out the shower i realised that i hadn't done any weights for roughly 2 weeks and while it might not have looked like it, i certainly felt like i hadn't!

So future pics will have to be put on hold while i "buff up" again! lol! Not that i was anything special to look at in the first place but it's a very little crumb of comfort that sometimes (rarely) stops me from feeling bad about my body.

So to summarise, pics will be coming but not for a few weeks or so.

Mark


Little Britain USA ~ Tom and Mark

Hi all

Though i'd add a bit of colour to my blog.

Here are some of the pics i've collected for my PC desktop. I think they're are absolutely amazing and the only bad thing about them is that i wasn't actually there myself.

I would have loved to have been on any of those beaches to watch the sunset. While watching the sunset is not a "big" thing when was the last time you actually did it? I can't remember so it must have been a very long time ago.

Funny thing was, when i thought about being on these beaches watching the sunset. One of the first things that came to mind was that i was completely alone on that particular beach.

Not sure if that's a good thing or not but i'm not going to dwell on that thought for too long.

Enjoy

Mark

Maori Bay, Muriwai, West Auckland, New Zealand


Zuma Beach, Malibu, California


Unknown??

Hi all

It's been a while since i've been "fully" involved in the uploading of pics and of browsing the pics on here put up by other people.

After a quick look through some of the submitted pics, is it me or are there a lot of "questionable" pics? Not as in dodgy but pics that make you think "is that really them?" Especially when the pics are of a women but when you click to view their profile and their gender is down as a man and/or the rest of the pics aren't even of the same woman. But the comments posted with the pic suggest they are THAT woman?

Now to me NN is for actual people to post actual pics of themselves. I accept that there will be a far larger number of men on here than women or couples but why do some people feel it necessary to post pics not of themselves or why do guys pretend to be women?

If i wanted pics of models or something like that i'd find them via google. When i come on her to look at pics i want to look at "real" people.

And now for something completely different:

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLyZHbGD67A[/url]

Just one of them random phone adverts. The robot running across the screen near the end makes me smile!

Enjoy!

Mark

Hi all

So this blog will cover the morality and emotions that go with having a "fuck buddy"...sounds odd I know but I think that at times I can be a very sensitive soul! lol!


About a month ago I meet up with somebody called Sarah (not her real name). We had a few drinks, chatted and we really got on with each other so she invited me back to her place where we had sex.

I went round to her place again about a week later for another sex session.

I then had my knee operation the following Wednesday (which was a pain in the ass but I’ll explain in a later blog) which would put me out of action for a few weeks. But we've been e-mailing each other since then, just general chatting and the odd "suggestion" thrown in, mainly by her surprising!

Now I know when I meet up with her that this "friendship" would be for sex only and I knew she was and still is looking for other sexual partners. That didn't bother me at all....or so I thought.

I got a e-mail off her on Thursday saying that last Tuesday she went to sex club down in London with a friend of hers pretending to be a couple which got them a lot of attention. She said she was really nervous and took a while before she could do anything. Anyway she did end up having a lot of fun and didn't finish until 3am and is "still feeling the repercussions".

So like an idiot I asked what she got up to, which I’m half regretting at the moment.

Just read her response about 30 minutes ago and I knew before I read it I wasn't going to like what I read.

She said that one of her fantasies came true. She said that at this club after being licked out by some guy she was then fucked by 7 guys one after the other until they came. She said that one of the things that turned on her the most that her friend she went with chose who fucked her and even if they weren't the type she'd normally fuck she was xxxxxx to.

After they finished they went back to the hotel and "got an absolute fucking" by her friend cause he was so turned on.


Now I know I shouldn't be bothered by this. I know we are "fuck buddies" and that she was and still is looking for other guys to have sex with but as I read the description of what went on it didn't turn me on at all. In fact I felt...well it's hard to explain but I wasn't happy with what I was reading.

It took me a few minutes after I finished reading the whole e-mail to calm down and realise that I had no reason to feel the way i was feeling. In fact looking back it was stupid of me to feel that way.

The problem I have now is when I next meet up with her will we be having sex and I suddenly think to myself that 8 guys fucked her in one night. For blokes that would be a turn on but for me it most certainly isn't. I don’t think i would have been bothered if one guy had fucked her but 8 in one night!?!

I'm kinda confused. I have no emotional attachment to her, she's a friend at best but why am I so bothered about what she gets up to sex wise?

I've yet to reply and probably won't do until tomorrow. I don't quite know what to make about all of this so I’ll sleep in it and see what I make of it tomorrow.

I hope I’m not coming across as being frigid cause I don't think I am but gangbangs have never been my thing.

Hopefully I’ll be able to sort my head out soon enough!

Mark

Hi all

Well i'm feeling a little "rejected" at the minute for no apparent reason. Well that's not true! I have my reason but it's pretty pathetic and can be easily explained away. So i'm not going to write it down as some might view me as a bit....i don't know, weird i guess! lol! That's if you don't already!

Still thinking about last Friday. I talked to one of my mates about it and his first question was "Were you drunk?". He's been through the same thing only he was wasted! I was stone cold sober. He just said if she enjoyed it then she should want to meet up again for some more fun.

Don't think i mentioned in my last blog that i meet this woman via the internet. We met up Friday night for a few drinks (orange juice as we were both driving!) and seeing as we both clicked and got on with each other she invited me back to her flat where the 3 hours of sex without me cumming took place!

Anyways she said all the right things, was very complimentary about me and she said she was defiantly wanting to meet up again for some more.

However, for all those who don't know me too well, I can be incredibly negative and pessimistic. So right now i'm thinking she was just saying that and Friday night will be the last i ever see of her. I'll be fucking gutted if it was cause i had an incredible time!

I still don't know what to make of it and like with so many things i might be thinking about it way too much and looking into it far too deeply.

Anyway i don't want to go to work tomorrow but life is full of things you don't want to do but have to do anyway. Just have to get on with it!

Mark

Hi all

I'ts been a while since i've been on here so first a little catch up since last time:

1) Haven't heard anything about my job, even though the deadline date was 8th May. The sift was suppose to be taking place two weeks ago. I'm having serious doubts as to whether i've got it or not.

2) Having my second knee op on the 15th July and like last time i'll have 6 weeks off work. It turns out i've got a cyst in the my knee which needs to be removed.

3) My brother doesn't have ball cancer! Apparently it's something treatable and not that serious. Phew!


I normally come on here and moan about the same thing, which i guess i way i only have about 3 or 4 readers but today is different, very different.

Last night i had sex for the first time in over a year. I honestly don't know how to feel about what happened and really need a woman's point of view. Nothing bad happened as she's more than happy to meet up again for more...that's what she said anyway.

Without spewing too much crap the bottom line is i didn't cum at all! Which i was absolutely amazed, frustrated and annoyed at! I was more worried about cumming after about 1 minute cause i haven't had sex for so long but 3 hours later i hadn't cum and wasn't even close to cumming! I'm not bragging or bullshitting or anything like that as i've never lasted that long before at all and i've never claimed to.

I think we must have gone through a load of different positions and i always made her cum, which was great as i love to see, hear and feel a woman cum. She was really tight as well (to me she was anyway) and on a few occasions she did come she actually squeezed my cock out of her! She moaned loudly, talked dirty, was very complimentary about me (and my cock! lol!) and i was really getting turned on by it. She was also great at sucking.

But i couldn't cum and in the end we had to stop cause her body had gone to sleep casue she had become so relaxed and she was starting to get a little bit sore.

Now if i'd cum after about a minute or two i'd feel like a right bastard. I have cum early before and i felt like a right piece of shit. But i don't honestly know how i should feel cause i didn't cum. It's never happened to me before. So should i be feeling the same? We did talk about it and she said she loved a guy cumming cause it meant he was excited and was enjoying himself.

So there you go. Sex for first time in over a year, i didn't cum, she came about 8 or more times, she said she was extremely happy and looking forward to meeting up again, i was annoyed and frustrated with myself for not cumming.

Anything you want to sasy then feel free to, cause i don't know how to feel or what i should be thinking...

Mark