Viewing Member - Michalj69

Kind of a lazy day today...didn't do too much at work and even less tonight. Had a quick workout and a swim...tired from staying up last night stroking.

There are some times that I think of as 'refreshers'....when something happens, or when you meet someone....that gives you a sense of renewal. Rejuvination! I have corresponded with someone from this site a couple of times...and just in those two brief instances; a renewal of faith so to speak... I love the fact that there are people out there not afraid to speak, to be themselves, to open up as to who they are...what they are like, their desires.

It can be frustrating when you are not in contact with people on a regular basis that perhaps share the same needs that you do. But just knowing that your not the only one can be so opening...

When I got home I went for a walk...warm and humid. Just being outside naked was enough to get me hard. I didn't touch myself for well over 30 minutes, and after that I was starting and stopping my stroking and playing with my balls. I don't really know how long I kept at it....but it seemed like over an hour. When I finally jerked myself to completion, the release felt so damn'd good. I love the after spasms of my cock...every now and again after I cum I get a good couple of them that just milk those last couple of drops out of my cock.

Would love to hear from people out there....and if your in Ontario near Peterborough, let me know!

What a truly fantastic evening and night! I am typing this with cum covering my stomach, cock and balls...not to mention a lot of my hands as well.

To my surprise, after coming home and logging in...I find not only a comment on my blog (thank you Stefan...great info for a nude beach newbie ) but a reply from someone who is articulate, funny, and most importantly...seems to share a lot of the same desires/needs as I do. Mind and cum blowing to say the least.

It gets a little depressing/frustrating sometimes when you don't know if anyone is reading what your typing....well now I know.lol. I am going to logoff for tonight and go back to what I have been doing since approx 7pm.....masturbating. The last time it seemed to take forever to finally cum....but what a journey! I don't think I have leaked so much pre-cum in ages....nor ejaculated as much as I have tonight.

Would love to hear from other people...comments/critiques/questions/even just a quick 'hi'...

Mike

I went onto Yahoo for the first time in almost a year....what a waste of time. It used to be that I could go on there and at least find a woman to talk/chat with...about anything! Now, I couldn't even find a guy to chat with...lol. You logon and get pinged about 25 times, almost instantaneously by BOTS setup for pay sites. What a crock!

I'd love to find a person to build some sort of online relationship with....even if it is only for the occasional chat. Someone with the same outlook, desires, needs. Not sure how everyone sees things, but for those with partners that enjoy the same sort of 'kinky' things..lol...congrats! They are not that easy to find.

Anyways...I have been exploring and learning about Tantra for quite a while now. What a way of being in the moment. I am still not at the point where I can delay my ejaculation whenever I want...however with the right partner, who slows down when I say and relaxes...I can put it off for quite some time...and when I cum; MINDblowing! I recently had my first anal/prostate massage as such...and that from someone who just did it our of the blue (definetly something I want to repeat) Would love to explore that aspect of sexuality....I know that since then, when I have masturbated..I do some anal stimulation and the amount of cum is huge!!! And the feeling, incrdedible. Oh how I wish to meet a woman who likes that sort of play...lol One with perhaps a strapon or small vibe...can only imagine how a vibe would feel being inserted into my ass and turned on while I was being sucked....Mmmmm. Another thing on my list of desires <grin>

I WANT to be caught....masturbating, having sex, being a voyeur. It is such an incredible turn on to me. Just thr thought of someone watching me while I stroke and cum...Damn! Makes me as hard as a rock.

Find it a bit embarassing, can feel my cheeks flush at the thought...but just imagining someone peering through a window at me, or walking in just at the moment that I am cumming...heaven!

If your reading this, you can see I am all hot and bothered today...already. It is 9am, am at work...and horny as all hell. Have to be a sex addict... If anyone is online, ping me..michalj69@hotmail.com....would love to have some fun

Have to admit...a totally crappy day. Started to rain last night...big thunderstorm, and continued off and on today and tonight. Had a couple of hours where the sky cleared and it got HOT! humid as well...was able to get outside for a quick swim. Very sticky though.

Last night was contacted by someone on this site...had some good cybersex! A little disjointed...but explosive regardless. Was great right up until the thunderstorm took out my ISP...sigh. Threw on a porno and stroked until I came. Was good but not the same as getting it on with a live person....well live online person

Am in Ontario....does anyone know of any nudist areas here? I would love to experience one...walking around with people of similar mindsets. Of course I do worry about the arousal aspect of it...but I guess most first timers have to cope with that.

Would love to start something online if anyone is reading this...love to write, PM, cam sometimes....and I always love cumming! If anyone is up for that...contact me at my hot mail account with the same login name I use here!

It is 11:30pm right now and I am sitting on my couch with a semi-erect cock....wanting to play. Might have to resort to an online site for some pics or movies...

I am not exactly sure what it is, but lately I just seem to be horny all the time. I wake up, usually with a hardon....sometimes I wonder if it a pee hardon, but it is hard none-the-less. I go to work, am horny, come home, am horny...it is a vicious cycle! Sometimes at work it is embarassing as I cannot get up from my desk for long stretches of time...or I could, and get stared at...lol

This morning was no different. I can't say I remember dreaming anything special, but I woke up with a raging hardon....didn't disappear after I peed either. I went back to bed and just slowly stroked my cock. Squeezing my balls every now and again...lightly running my hands up and down the length of my shaft, along my stomach, my thighs...imagining it was someone else's hands. I was leaking like crazy again...made the stroking nice and smooth....made my balls cold as the air hit the wetness that I covered them with.

I sped up my stroking, imagining a mouth working its way up my legs, licking my ass, my balls...engulfing my cock. I came! Spurting onto my stomach...it felt so good, such a relief.

I went out later this morning...seems that no matter where I go, I see women that I want to fuck. Young ones, mature, all types all sizes. Begining to definetly realize I am addicted to sex.
I came back and went out walking...spent the better part of the afternoon naked, in the sun...or whatever time the sun was out. Kind of overcast at times.

I would love to find out if other people are like me...or are going - or have gone through something like this. Maybe it is just a phaze. If anyone is reading this....let me know...respond...would love to see what you think..
michalj69@hotmail.com

TGIF! Woke up horny, was horny at work all day...stepped into the washroom to masturbate a bit, but was unfulfilling

I got home around 4 and much to my surprise an old gf dropped by...hadn't seen her in a long time. We chatted for a long time and had some dinner. After dinner we went out for a swim and a hot tub. She has a pretty good body...not a 10, but pushing 8 (acording to her )

We were having some wine in the hot tub, just sitting on the edge our feet in the water...she reache down and just started rubbing her pussy through the material of her bathing suit. I just grinned and watched....wasn't too difficult to see I was really enjoying watching her. She asked me to take my swim suit off, sit on the tub edge and jerk my cock for her....didn't take her asking me twice before I was doing it. Pre-cum was oozing out of my hole, made it nice a lubricated for stroking. She didn't say a word, just watched me and rubbed her pussy....pushing the material between her lips and rubbing hard.

She came over and started at my knee with her mouth...working it slowly up my thigh until she was licking my balls....my cock was rock hard and twitching. She spread my legs wide and kneeled down in the water on the seat..her hand grasped my cock and she just lowered her mouth on it. I was moaning, my hips bucking...I loved it. She was sliding her head up and down my shaft, I felt her hands on my balls..tickling and squeezing. She let her hand slide down and started to play with my ass....I almost choked her as it took me by surprise and I thrust my cock deep in her mouth....I could feel her laughter through my shaft.

She pushed me back, and lifted one of my legs over the edge of the tub...he mouth didn't leave my cock the entire time. I felt her fingers again on my ass and she started teasing the hole, playing with it...gently pushing a finger just inside and back out. Have to admit that it was amazing! She lifted her mouth off my cock and was jerking it with one hand, I felt her tongue on my asshole...licking, pushing, slowly tongue fucking me. I looked down and saw her hand inside her panties....playing with her pussy. She brought it out, wet...she went back to sucking my cock and her finger went to my ass....she pushed it inside me...slowly....in and out, deeper each time. I can't really remember too much or how long she did it for...she was finger fucking me and sucking my cock. She buried her finger inside me and was moving it around...I just let loose and filled her mouth with cum. She was moaning as much as I was...I thought I had finished but she kept on moving her finger...it was as if it was a milking machine. The cum kept on oozing out of my cock..

I have never felt anything like that before...and am definetly hoping to feel it again soon

Well finally! A nice warm day here in Ontario....it has been tough this supposed summer for someone who loves to be outdoors and naked. Way to cold!

The sun is shining, nice warm breeze...I went walking on my neighbors property...he has 100+ acres with some nice areas, even a spot that has a river/stream going through it.

I stripped down and was just walking....I had hoped to be 'caught' again, as I was last year...but no such luck. Although I did see a couple of cars slow down/stop on the concession road near the back of his property. It was quite far but anyone with half decent eye-sight could have seen what I was doing...lol

The water is still way to cold to wade/swim in, but the rocks on the surrounding banks were very warm. I sat down and started fantasizing...didn't take me too long to get hard. Stoking slowly, just enjoying myself....the nice warm rocks heating my ass and balls....loved it! I imagined someone catching me out there....(have to admit that that is my favorite fantasy) watching me jerk my cock, playing with themselves as they watched. I was kind of surprised at the amount of cum I erupted....guess I was more turned on than I thought.

I am in the Peterborough area of Ontario...if there is anyone near..let me know! Would love to share some fun times...especially it if it ouside. Maybe you can help make a fantasy come true for me



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