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Tuesday, August 22, 2006, 3:38:29 AM- WOW....

I can't believe its been two weeks since I blogged. Well some of you may have read camfan's blog that I was on a road trip with JP. But I'm back now! Thank GOD! lol....Small confined places!! hehehe

Anyway, Lots of things have happened over the past few days and I dont even really know where to begin! hhhmm....

Lets start with my trip. WE left here on Friday, Delivered a load in Houston on Saturday and drove to San Antonio Saturday night. There we met up with some friends and hung out down town. Needless to say I had way way way too much to drink!!! I lost count after 12 Budlights and 5 Jeager shots. OMFreakin GOSH!!!! Anyway so Sunday I recuperated and we had some really great sex! hehe (had to put that there so this blog wouldn't be totally about boring stuff) Anyway, then we delivered a shipment on Monday and drove to El Paso. WE reloaded in Albequerque & Alamogordo NM, wednesday and Thursday then in Amarillo, TX on Friday. then back here YAY!!!

NOW, for the yucky part.... My mom called me on Friday while we were loading the last shipment to tell me she was going to the hospital. Apparently and unfortunately she got the Freakin MRSA staph infection somehow someway. and it was not responding to antibiotics!!!! so we have been back and forth all weekend every 8 hours to get IV antibiotics and stuff! and its better now, but not well at all!!! Soooo....that was that.

AND today... I got to go get my Puppy from puppy school in Dallas! and he is soooooooooo well behaved now! i'm sooo excited and happy and proud!!!!

Tomorrow, I'm going to finish picking out and paying for my dad's headstone. Since my stupid Loser brother won't freakin do it, or even bother with it! its been way way way too long, and I'm tired of waiting on all them, so I'm doing what I want! and Just doing it myself. Bitchy of me...YEP probly, but its the only way to get things done! so......

OOO yeah, and while i was in New Mexico, I got some KICK ASS pics of Lightning, BUT i can't find my computer cord that hooks up to my camera so I have to remember to go buy a new one! BLAH!!!

SOoooo, How has everyone else been?? I'm going to try to go read some blogs and get caught up!!!!

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Tuesday, August 8, 2006, 4:23:49 AM- Today...

was Sebastian's 1 year Birthday!!! OMG, It seems like just yesterday I was paying the deposit for him!! I can't believe i've had his little butt for 10 months already!! BUT today I made a very hard decision! You see, Sebastian has a problem. a very annoying problem! He's way way too Hyper! So, I decided that he needs some proper training. SOoo I took him to Dallas today and there he will stay for 2 weeks. They board and train him and then I'll pick him up in two weeks and they'll train me. Anyway, Its good for him, and it gives me a lil break to try to adjust to things.
I'm going with JP this weekend to Houston, and Austin and El Paso, then on to New MExico on Tuesday. Then He'll bring me back through here on his way to NC, and FL. I wanted to go to FL with him, But i have to pick up Sebastian on the 21st so.....

Anyhoooooooo.....Everything is well here. Just laying low and getting my head together~

Oo yeah, I got a new tatto!! I'll show you guys pics when i find my camera cord!

love and kisses!

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Monday, August 7, 2006, 3:23:06 AM- :o)

MWAH!!!

That is ALL... Just miss you guys!!!

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Wednesday, August 2, 2006, 4:15:31 AM- UPDATE!!!

Hey Guys and GALS!!! I just wanted to let everyone know that I made it to TX safe and sound! I'm not able to be on the computer tooo too much here. Besides, its really slow!! BUT I'll be around sometimes to update and such!

I feel a lot better now. A weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I feel a lot free-er. I got to spend all day with my best friend and her kids today. It was fantastic! and I got to get my hair done and stuff!! YAY. Things are coming together for me already.

I made an appointment for Sebastian on Friday with the groomer and the new Vet. its time for his year shots! I can't believe the little Hyper booger is almost a year old. in 6 days! WOW!! Anyway, Once i get his shots and such I'm taking him to Dog Training at a place that boards and consistently trains. So he'll come back a whole new pupppyyy! He's tooo hyper now, and with all the changes we've made, he's just a lil more than crazy!!!

Lets see, My stuff is in Storage for a while. Until I find a place and until JP gets a trip this way to bring my stuff! I think we've decided to rent for a lil while and Build a house! I'm soo excited. I can't wait to get started on plans and stuff! Just don't know when its going to happen! BUT IT WILL!!!

Anyway, Love you all bunches!!! HUGS N KISSES!!!!

~a more satisfied Dreamy!

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Monday, July 24, 2006, 1:47:29 AM- CLICK

that movie...OMG...

OK, its an ADAM SANDLER movie, SOoo i knew it would be really funny! What I didn't know, is how much it would make me think about the things goin on in my life. You wish for this day to be over, then that day to be over, and before long its ALL over! and you have nothing left to look forward to.

It totally ties into what i've been going through lately. I mean, JP is out working ALL The time. Just so we can afford to live confortably here in FL. BUT we hardly ever have any time together. WELL, thats one of the reasons well the MAIN reason I want to move back to TX. WE can afford to live WAY more than comfortably there, and he doesn't have to be gone NEAR as much. And we can still take our beach vacations and stuff ALL The time..... The point is, for me, is that its time to put down some real roots, and start thinking about some long term stuff. Do we ever really want a family? or is it going to be just us. and if it is just US, what are some other things that we want to accomplish together.

CLICK, is basically about a guy who gets to look back on his life, and see all the things he missed out on. and its realy NOT what I want to happen to us!! So we're making some changes and getting our shit together!

Finally!! I mean really, WHY would anyone want to pay nearly 400 thousand dollars for a house, that you could get for less than HALF that closer to all the people you really care abut and love? It just doesn't make sense to me anymore! SO I'm not going to do it!

~Dreamy-seein a lil more clearly now!

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Sunday, July 23, 2006, 5:03:48 AM- /me is a very happy girl!!!

Hubby is HOME!!! AND BOY have we EVER made up for lost time!!

*giggles

K back to our lil personal party now!!

~Dreamy

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Friday, July 21, 2006, 1:19:30 PM- my newest theory!

Whats done is done. All we can do is be who we are, where we are, in the moment, for the moment. AND hope with all our hearts, that we make the right decisions. And end the end, there will always be failure, there will always be regret. There will always be hard feelings, and sorrow and sadness. There will always be something someone in the shadows, lurking trying to figure you out, and not quite knowing the answers.

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Thursday, July 20, 2006, 2:52:41 PM- once again...

I've started packing. What a pain in the ass!! This time, though, I get to go through EVERYTHING and get rid of a LOT of stuff! And let me tell you, I'm doing JUST that!! This time i have to sort of keep it seperated. Whats going in my car back to TX, and whats goin either in Storage or on JP's truck to bring to Tx. So its a Little more tedious than just throwing stuff in boxes. I made a deal with hubby last night, that if he'll pack up the kitchen (dishes etc...)I would pack ALL my collectibles and stuff. (ANGELS) and Pictures of all the kids and stuff like that. WOW I have a Lot to do!

I got the majority of my closet packed already. There is a LOT of stuff that doesn't fit me right now, So it's all going to storage. U see, I had lost a bunch of weight after we moved here, then when my dad passed away I got pretty yucky feeling, and quit dieting. I know I know, My own dumb fault. So now I have to get back on it and stay motivated. And maybe by the time my clothes find me in Tx, I'll need them!

JP will be home on Saturday. I'm really excited about that. we had initially planned on going to Disney or something this weekend, BUt i think now, our plans have changed somewhat. We need to get all this mess packed up and such.
Its sooo wierd to be going back home.

But i broke it down mentally yesterday, and even wrote it out on paper. So when I doubted my decision, I would have something to look back at.

When I moved from TX two years ago, I hated it, The ONLY thing I was going to miss about TX, was the PEOPLE!
WELL, Now I'm leaving FL, and there is only ONE or Two People HERE that I will miss. For the most part, when I say I miss FL, I'll mean, THE PLACE, NOT the people! So when I think about it like that, what good is a place with out your family and friends.

And so It goes, and i'm going home... My friend left me a MySpace comment the other day,

"Only TEXAS can grow Bitches like us, MOMMA I'm Coming Home!"

I laughed so hard I almost cried!! It was just too true!!

K so I'm done rambling now. and I feel better about things. The other night, I was a basket case and have been on an emotional roller coaster for days. But things are falling into place now!

k thats all for now. i'm takin a break from packin so I should get back to work!!

HUGS and Lots of Love everyone!!

~ a Smiling Dreamy!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006, 1:00:25 AM- Brazilian Wax....

welllll I had my first one tonight. Sooo I took a bath before leaving the house. Just in case you know! And off i went. I walked in the door to a beautiful open area, with the BIGGEST most gorgeous Fish Aquariam Ever!! They give me some paperwork and then tell me where to wait. A few minutes passes and I'm getting a Lil anxious now! Finally Rose comes out. WELL In this place, That I've lived for nearly two years now, its still fairly uncommon for me to run into anyone I've met before. BUT this time, It was a Familiar place. Her son, was one of my Prom guys at the tux shop, and her daughter, a bride! OMFG!!! Sooo Not only is this my first time letting someone else examine my Cooter that close (besides the OBGYN) BUt I KNOW HER!! HOW FREAKIN WIERD! Anyway, she recognized me of course, and I think she may have saw the uncomfiness in my eyes or soething, Because she quickly said to me, Don't be embarassed, You'd be surprised the ppl that get this done! and she just started chatting away!

ANYHOOOOO, So about 35 minutes later, I'm smooth as a baby butt, and really without too much pain. The inside of the labia Hurt but thats about it! It was uncomfy. The positions a lil awkward! BUT, its over, and I'll never shave again! I have Found THE WAY!!! And it is WAXXXX!!

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006, 2:16:18 PM-

I should probly explain a lil better so that some of you Dont' think i'm totally crazy. I'm on the verge of an emotional break down I think. I am almost going crazy. I lost control of all my emotions and thoughts last night. And I have NO ONE here to cushion my falls like that. I just can't be alone anymore. Seeing my husband 3 days out of 3 months and not having any other real family around, Is for the Birds. I just can't do it any more. so there....make it what you will. but there is a semi explanation!

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