Well, since I haven't written anything in a really long time, I decided that I needed to. I've had this one in my head for awhile. It's based on real events and I meant to write it about the time that it happened, but I guess the days, weeks, months got away from me. I can't believe it's been six months since this took place. Oh well, this year is flying by. Again, it's based on, but not totally true to life.

It was a cold night during the beginning of December. My best friend and I had gone to my company's Christmas party. We had made plans to meet up with one of our friends that works at a bar in a local hotel. After we get to the bar, we sit there watching people come and go as our friend dishes out more drinks for us to consume. We discuss who's cute in the bar and who we wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. We'd been there for a while and our friend was getting ready to close down the bar when a group of construction workers came in. Two of them, we agreed, would be very fuckable. I said I liked the one with the baby face and my friend liked the hotter one.

The cute one that I liked came over to me and whispered something in my ear. It had to have been the sweetest pick up line I had ever heard and I just couldn't help but talk to him. He then asked me if I would like to dance with him. How can I refuse something like that? So, we start to dance and chit chat a bit about different things. Come to find out, I'm terrible at country dancing where the guy is trying to lead. We laugh about my not following a lead very well and decide to go sit back down at the bar.

We sit and talk, my friend joins in. My friend starts telling this guy different things that I enjoy in the bedroom. Well, we know what happens next, he asks me up to his room. I'm very hesitant at first, but my friend convinces me to go and joins us. We find out that the hotter one was the roommate of the guy I've been making time with downstairs. This seems to work out for both of us. I'm over talking to and moving around the bases with my guy, while my friend is trying to get somewhere with the other guy. Who, by the way, was showing us pictures of, and talking to his girlfriend online while we were there. This did not stop my friend from trying.

We start kissing and slowly, everything around us starts to fade, including our clothes. We lay there for hours exploring every part of the other person. We started on the surface and worked our way down until we got deeper and deeper into each other. Before you knew it, we both had our hands around something that was more intimate and personal.

He started it, he slowly moved down, removing clothing as he went until he dipped his finger into my honey pot and felt how wet I was from the wonderful exploring he was doing. He was great at fingering. He knew just where to put his finger to give me the most pleasure. I, of course, wasn't ignoring his slowly rising cock. I massaged it and cupped him in my hand. We never stop kissing while this is going on. He gets me to the point where I am almost cumming and climbs on top of me.

He has a certain gentleness about him that borderlines on too sweet. He slides his cock in as I spread my legs wide open welcoming his into my pussy. He puts his hand on my breasts and teases my nipple a bit between his forefinger and his thumb. This drives me wide. We are still kissing and I am running my fingers through his hair and moving down his back with my nails. I'm not scratching to make a mark, just to give that extra sensation.

We are moving in perfect motion with each other as he thrusts and I move my hips to his rhythm. He moves his head down and sucks on my nipple. He gently bites it sending me into my first orgasm. He never misses a beat. He knows that now that I've already came once, it will be easy to make it happen again.

We roll over in a mass of bodies meshing together so that I am now on top and in charge. I gyrate my hips on him for awhile until I cum again. Then, I start to move up and down. I know this is more pleasurable for him. I turn around and slam up and down on his rock hard cock while he slaps my ass. I know he is getting closer and move to a position that I know all men like, doggie.

I get on my hands and knees in front of him and stick my ass in the air. He slides his cock inside me and starts slamming away. Ahhh, finally, some good hard fucking. Instinctively he grabs my hair and starts to pull. This of course arches my back more and gives him (and me) much more pleasure. My massive breasts are swinging back and forth to his hard rhythm. I can feel myself getting close to cumming again. He is very close also. His rhythm picks up and he grabs my hips to slam into me hard and deep. He slaps my ass several times and I start to cum. Just about that time he releases inside me. I feel his cock quivering inside me and then he lays back. I join him and lick our combined juices off of his softening cock. It tastes so good. He lays there and enjoys it.

Once I have him cleaned up, I move up beside him and give him a kiss. He puts his arm around me and we lay there cuddling and relaxing. This is when we discover that our friends are still in the room and have witnessed everything. We feel slightly embarrassed for a minute and then decide that we just don't care. We whisper to each other and wonder if they had done anything while we were busy. I later found out that they had gone into the bathroom and had their own little fuck session.

We lay there talking, kissing, and continuing to explore each other until morning.

I had more on my mind. I haven't reread through it. So, it may not be all that great. Give me some clues as to how to change it. I know it needs some work, but I just wanted to get the major idea out there.

Okay, so I've always said that size doesn't matter. I think that's true for the most part unless it's just way too small for me to even feel anything and that would take a very little cock. I think there's a lot to what a guy can do with what he's got. Plus, foreplay can be very satisfying and you don't think about the rest so much. I dated a guy who was well over 8". I never really asked him his size, but I later found out a guy I was with later was around 7" and the other guy had at least an inch if not more on him. Now, if you are under this, don't worry, I'm very very happy with average to under average (I've had the whole spectrum)as long as it's done right. Anyway, the guy that was very well endowed really didn't put up too much of an effort to please me beyond pumping away like a jack rabbit. I guess that he thought he was big and that was enough for him. He didn't have to do much else. I know during the duration of our dating that he never ate me out. I don't recall him fingering me, but I could be wrong on that. There was very little playing with my titties. The moral of the story is, even if you are hung, you need to put forth a bit of an effort to make it pleasurable.

This brings me to the next point. Why is it, that when you talk to guys on the internet that they can't seem to get their size right? It seems like more often than not, they add a few inches. I guess they think if they hold the camera at the right angle, it doesn't look so bad. Actually, through a series of looking at guys in the flesh and photos of guys, I'm fairly good at judging what size they actually are. So, for your own good, don't lie to me. I'll figure it out. And, if we would ever meet and it would come up, don't you think I'm going to be a bit on the disappointed side. Granted, had you told me the truth to begin with, I figure we can work that out.

Now, if you've taken the time to read any of my other blogs, you should notice that I love sucking cock. I love everything about it. This would be my only really disappointment if you were much under average. If I can fit your whole cock in my mouth without it touching the back of my throat, I have a hard time enjoying this aspect of fucking. If though, you are fairly thick, it works out pretty good.

So, please, don't lie to us. We aren't that stupid. I'm sure I'm not the only woman that has this all figured out. Do yourself a favor and don't give yourself a few inches, the women will be disappointed. I figure, that once we are disappointed, the whole thing ends up being a disappointment. Size isn't everything. I promise.

Give me some thoughts and ideas on what you've experienced. Think about if you've had women that portrayed themselves as something that they were not and how disappointed you were. This hasn't happened recently, it was just something that came to mind this morning while looking at pictures and reading the profiles and what size was put in it.

I love men's hair. Touseled, combed neatly, long, short, shaved, curly, straight, brown, blonde, red, black, it's all good. I don't much care for greasy, but that's about it. I love eyes. This is usually the first thing I notice about a guy. His eyes are the doors into his soul. I love blue, green, brown, hazel, purple, gray. I love when you can see just a little pain in his eyes. I love when his eyes sparkle just from having some sort of thought that he doesn't want to share with anyone. I love men's lips. Here I'm a bit more picky. I like fuller lips. Not like botox injection full, but where you can suck on them really good. I love the taste of a man's mouth. It's rugged in a way. The feel of a man's tounge brushing against mine.

I love a man's neck. It always smells nice when you nuzzle up against it. I love the way his flesh feels against my lips when I'm kissing his neck. I love when there's a little stubble there from not having shaved since early in the morning. I love a man's shoulders. Broad, nice for leaning into. I love a man's back. Even when he's all tense and you can feel it in his muscles. I love rubbing my hands all over his back and helping to release some of that tension. I love a man's chest. Hairy, bare, patchy, doesn't matter. I love a man's nipples. I love to suck on them just, tease them a little, make them hard. I love a man's stomach. Flat, washboard, a little pudgy, it's all good. I love kissing him all over.

I love a man's arms. His biceps, whether buff or a bit whimpy, I love them. I love a man's forearms. I really love when you can see the veins in them. They are slightly popping out. Plus, a man's hands, when you can see the veins also. I love a man to have masculine hands. Like he's not scared to work and has done a little in his day. I love a man's legs. Like he can actually walk and it's okay. I love a man's thighs. I love a man's calves. i love men's feet. I prefer a little on the muscular side, but any are fine. Men are just so sexy.

I love a man's butt. Oh, don't get me started. I hate the fact that men wear pants that are so baggy we can't see their butts anymore. Grrrr!!! We women want to see those tight asses. Come on, oblige us once in a while. I love to caress a man's butt. I love to grad it and pull him closer to me. I love a man's penis. I love the shape, the feel, the smell, the taste. I love to kiss it, lick it, caress it, massage it, anything to make it grow for me. I love that it's so different for every guy. I love circumcised/uncircumcised, thick, thin, long, short. *sigh* I love a man's balls. I love the way they roll around in your hand when you are gently caressing them. I love the way they feel in your mouth when you are sucking them.

First, I would just feel it through your pants. Just to get a feel of what it's like. Rubbing my hand up and down, making sure I feel it from top to bottom. Mmm, it's getting hard. I put my hand down your pants. God, the feel of your skin on my hand, you cock getting harder, making it hard to keep in your clothes. I take it out. You're already hard as a rock. I start to stroke it, up and down, caress your balls. I then go down with my mouth, mmmm, you've already started with the pre-cum. It tastes good. I suck the head while stroking in unison with my hands and fondling your balls with the other hand. I lick my finger and slowly slide it into your ass while still sucking hard on your cock. I lick the slit of your penis and move my finger in and out of your asshole. I take your cock deep into my mouth, massaging it with my tongue and the back of my throat. I can feel you tense up. I keep it there. Until you are about to explode, I have you come out of my mouth and cum all over my tits and face. Mmmm, now I can lick it off.

we start with one of those great make-out sessions where I'm staddling you and grinding. You take off my shirt while this is going on, unhook my bra and let my tits fall out. I'm wearing a skirt with a thong. I can feel your cock getting harder and harder the more I grind on you. So I reach down and start unzipping your pants. You start to hike my skirt up, running your hands up and down my thighs. Mmmm, I'm getting wetter and wetter. By this time I have your throbbing, hard cock out of your pants and I'm stroking it. You slide my thong to the side and start slowly fingering my already soaked pussy. I sigh with contentment. Finally, I move onto your rock hard cock and start bouncing up and down. I start to gyrate for a while, foward and backward, side to side, taking you in, feeling your manhood inside me. I'm moaning with pleasure. You're thrusting in rhythm to my rocking. I feel your hard cock inside me. Your mouth sucking on my nipples, teasing, pulling, biting. I feel myself getting close, I speep up the pace. you move in time with me. Your hands on my ass helping to thrust back and forth. We both spasm at the same time. Spewing forth our cum in a mixutre of his and her's. We finish and collapse into each other's arms. Taking a much needed rest.

I lead you into the bedroom. I start to undress you first your shirt. I unbutton it, one button at a time. Slowly running my fingers all over your now exposed body until I get to your pants and unfasten them. I pull them down to expose the already stiffening manhood covered by your loin cloth. I kiss and run my tongue on the edge of your pubic area. This brings that beautiful piece to full attention. I remove the cloth that is covering up the precious treasure underneath. It is and always will be the most wonderfully sexy cock I have ever laid eyes on. It always screams out to be sucked. I get on my knees and slowly manipulate it with my hands. Rubbing up and down, carassing your balls. I then wrap my longing mouth around it and lick the tip with my tongue. I look up into your eyes. I love the look on your face as I give you head. I love to see the validation in your eyes that you are in another place as I take you as far away as I can. I slowly lick the entire shaft of your penis. It always taste so good. I take in the smell, the feel, the taste, these are all things that I have come to love. I suck on your balls, first one, then the other. Still, paying attention to your wonderful cock with my hand. I assert pressure on your perineum, while I move lick my way back up your cock and wrap my mouth around it again. Stopping long enough to lick the precum glistening in the light off of the tip. I look up at you again. I can see you are enjoying it. I continue to massage your balls as I lick the glans and have my tongue make a trip all the way around the rim of your head. Pausing at the v-shaped notch to give it an extra licking. I can hardly stand it anymore. I have to get your cock into my mouth. I hold it with my hand while I wrap my mouth around it once more and start that ever so slow up and down pumping motion with my head. I suck on the head, giving it lots of attention. Pull down on your nut sack as I take your whole cock into my throat. I've become so accustomed to that feeling that it feels like something that's always been there. I manipulate my tongue to give you extra feeling at the head. I look into your eyes. I can feel your balls draw up and your cock start to pulsulate. I prepare for that wonderful feeling of cum squirting into my mouth. I've always loved the taste of your wonderful fluids. I like to swish it around in my mouth to get a good taste of it. I look up at you again at that moment that is forever put into history. If only in our's. I love the look on your face and the suttle little noises you make when the moment comes. It makes me giddy all over. I feel that rush and warmth hitting the back of my throat and I am in my own nirvana. I hold my mouth there until you are done. Then, I ever so gently manipulate your cock to make sure that all of that wonderful semen has gotten into my mouth. I slowly realease your manhood and get up off my knees. I look into your eyes and you give me a deep passionate kiss. Whispering in my ear that I am next.

It was a lazy evening after a long day, as usual. We were sitting on the couch watching whatever decent looking movie happened to be on at that time. I looked over at you and you looked so sexy lounging there, half asleep, and very tired looking. I had been feeling a bit saucy all day, but I thought I would let you rest. I decided that you were never too tired to be frisky.

You were slouching. So, it was easy for me to climb on top of you and straddle during one of those times you were mostly asleep without you hardly noticing. I place myself so that my crotch is placed perfectly over your's and move my hips a bit. This wakes you fully up. When you look up my chest is pretty much in your face. You look up at me and smile. At that, I bend down to kiss you, but tease you just a bit first. Kissing your forehead, cheeks, neck, before I finally iss you passionately on the lips. It was one of those kisses where you would think we had never kissed before, or hadn't for a long time.

As we are kissing, I'm gyrating my hips. I can feel myself getting wetter and wetter, as I can feel you growing inside your pants. I start to take off your shirt as I kiss your neck, moving down to your chest as I remove the shirt. I suck on your nipples a bit, making them hard. By this time, you have your hands in my shirt unfastening my bra and sliding my shirt up over my head, and my bra out of my arms. You take my already hard nipples into your mouth and suck on them ever so gently, at first. Then, you flick them with your tongue and nibble on them a bit.

I've moved down to your pants. Unzipping them, moving off of your lap enough to slide your pants and your underwear down off of your hips. Your already erect penis is looking more beautiful to me than ever. You've already got my skirt and thong off, letting them fall to the floor. You can see my glistening wet pussy waiting to be touched. I stroke your rock hard cock a few times. I just love the way it feels in my hands. You put your hand on my lips and I shiver like you've never done that before.

I can wait no longer as we kiss more. I move back over and straddle your hard cock, sliding my drenched pussy over it as I start to move my hips to the music on the tv, unknowingly. You have your hands on my breasts, twisting my nipples, teasing, knowing that I will cum soon, and that you will not. I throw my head back, exposing my breasts more, as I start to cum. You take my nipples into your mouth as I do, causing a more intense orgasm.

We move as one to the rocker where you sit me down and start pounding away at with with great intensity. Although, you seem to be taking it easy on me today, at least for now. I move in motion with the rocker as you move in and out of me. I have my legs wrapped around you tightly, not wanting you to quit of let go. I can feel another orgasm coming on, and you know it too. I let out a loud moan and my legs start to shake as I have another great orgasm.

At this, you decide to move into the bedroom and bend me over the bed to come at me from behind. I love this, when I can feel your balls slamming up against my clit with every movement into my pussy that you make. I love the way my breasts swing as you are fucking me. I enjoy it when you smack my ass as you are moving in and out. I can feel the next orgasm coming on as you ram me. I slide my hand down so that I can massage my clit in rhythm with your motion, this of course, will make the most intense orgasm yet. I start to cum and can feel it dripping down my thighs. I almost lose my stance, but you gently move me up to the bed still face down.

I know what is coming and I'm very prepared for it. You continue to fuck my pussy but use your thumb and my pussy juices to start to loosen up my ass for cock entry. Mmmm, it feels so nice. I think my ass is ready for the cock and I move in such a way that suggests that to you. You use my juices to start to make an entry with your cock slowly, but gently. I back onto your cock, moving my ass back and forth, until finally your cock is all the way in.

You pound my ass so hard that I think I'm about to explode again. You decide to change my position so that you can see my face when we both cum this time. You filp me so that my ass is hanging off the bed and you can ram me from standing beside the bed. You have my legs on your shoulders and you're fucking me so hard. I start to cum again, but I can feel that you are going to also. We orgasm together as one, as it is supposed to be.

You move down and kiss me as I scoot over on the bed to allow you room to lay down. We cuddle up together knowing the, again, we shared something awesome. We finally fall asleep in each other's arms. It was much needed after the long, stressful day that we both had. We know, that we will wake up to a better day tomorrow.

We had been out for a day at the lake. We’d been flirting around all day. Teasing each other under the water, brushing sand off of the other when the need arose, horse playing under the showers. We were heading back in your Jeep. It was a warm summer day so it was fully open. We still had on our bathing suits. You were riding without a top on, I just had on my two-piece top which gave my breasts freedom to bounce around with every imperfection in the road. I think at times, you were seeking them out.

We had just gotten onto the main highway when I decided that it was time to get a little frisky. I leaned over and traced the outline of your chest with my finger. Running my hand over your chest, I paused at each of your nipples to give them a little extra attention. You have asked me to settle down because you needed to pay attention to the road. This does not deter me in the slightest. I lean over further and lick your right nipple. Mmmm, it still has the taste of the lake on it. As I continue to suck and nibble on your nipple I move my hand down and run it up your thigh. You half-heartedly push me away., mumbling something about paying attention to the road again. Again, I am not deterred by this action.

I lean back over and move my hand onto your stomach, just running my fingers around your waistband. I can see you getting a little excited in your trunks. This time, you get a little more stern with me about paying attention to the road. I retort with the fact that you are driving fine and to just let me handle this. By this time, we have had a couple of other drivers notice what is going on and honked. This drives me more to get you excited. Although, they have all continued on their journeys along the way. I figure another one will come along and notice what is happening sooner or later and not be able to take his/her eyes off of it.

I reach my hand into your trunks and feel your already swelling cock. Even partially hard it’s a marvelous penis. I move down and caress your balls. Mmmm, the weight of them in my hand makes me even more excited than I have been. I wrap my hand around your cock and rub my thumb over the top. I want to feel if you’ve got any pre-cum as of yet, but of course you don’t. Oh, a girl can wish can’t she. You have now given up all hope of me stopping this and welcome it. I don’t have to convince you any longer.

I lean in closer as I move your trunks back with my arm that is on your cock. Mmmm, you come out springing to. I discover that maneuvering over the stick shift will be a bit tricky, but I’ve come to far to let something like that hold me back now. I pump your cock a few times with my hand as I move over enough to put your hard manhood into my mouth.

You taste so good. Just like your nipple, you cock is keeping the flavor of the lake on it just a bit. That subtle change from the ordinary is welcome. I twirl the head of your penis with my tongue. Mmmm, it feels so good. I can feel it getting to full hardness. I put my hand down you trunks enough to rub my nails along your inner thighs. This always drives you wild while I’m sucking away at your nice hard cock. You start to leak that sweet manna of pre-cum. I feel myself get a bit wetter. I stop long enough to lick it off instead of sucking. I love the way it feels on my tongue when I do it like that.

We’ve picked up at least one person watching what is unfolding. Even though you act like it bothers you a bit, when you first noticed it, I felt you get a little stiffer. I know that you are enjoying it as much as I am. Plus, as much as the person keeping his eyes on us as much as the road.

You moan something about making it quick because you need to get back to concentrating on driving. Although, I’ve always loved taking my time and getting every bit of excitement off of you as I can, I speed up a bit. I start to suck and stroke at a high rate of speed in hopes to make you cum very quickly. It’s working. You’ve already started to tense up and you’ve slowed down a bit with your driving. I scrape my nails down your thighs some more and then get your balls into my waiting palm. I put my mouth over your cock head and just wait for the explosion.

It comes just like always. I love the way you feel when you are about to explode. I love how you get just a bit bigger and your balls cling tightly to your body. I love to feel the pulse as you squirt your cum all over the inside of my mouth. I wait and take it in as you are releasing.

The person watching us had started to jerking off. When he sees you cum, he can’t hold it in any longer either. I can see him jerk it really quickly out of the corner of my eye. This makes me more hot. I wait until you are done cumming, squeezing every last drop out with my hand.

I then move over to my seat, leave it back, and put my hands down the bottoms of my swimsuit. I can’t stand it any longer, I have to get myself off. I consider just removing my top, or at least lifting it up, and ask what you think. You would love to see my breasts as I’m doing this. So, I remove my top. This makes the guy in the other vehicle go crazy. I can see him. I look over to him and bring a nipple to my mouth and lick it. We kind of giggle as it looks like he’s going to wreck.

I put my legs up on the dashboard and spread them out. I start to move my finger in and out of my soaking wet pussy as I roll my nipple around with my other hand. God, I’m going to cum really fast. I move my finger up and play with my clit. It only takes a few strokes before I can feel my orgasm coming on. You’re trying to watch the road, since you were having a hard time pay attention to it earlier. I’m watching the guy in the other auto. You get almost as much of a rush off this as I do. My legs start to shake and my juices start to flow. You can barely concentrate on the road. The other guy is doing all he can to get it back up and jerk it off again. I lick my breasts again. And explode into a massive orgasm. I’m a squirter, so I’ve now managed to soak myself and your passenger side seat. I’m flowing all over the floorboard, and I can’t seem to stop.

You’ve sped up by this point and are trying to get home as quickly as possible. You know that our fuck session is going to be great and full of energy and creativity after today’s little ride home from the lake.

(Yeah, it kind of lost it’s rhythm there at the end. I need to work on that. Offer up any suggestions.)

We hadn’t been together in over seven years. I could still remember what it was like back then. I remembered the way that we felt together. The way we cuddled, the way we talked, the way we made love. They were all still very vivid in my mind. Then, I contacted him again. It was like we had been talking that whole time. He was familiar. I was familiar. We were familiar together. Oh, we spent hours talking, but you could feel it. It was as thick as a heavy fog hanging over us. I’m talking about the sexual tension of course. We were trying to ignore it, but it wouldn’t go away. He drives us back to where he had parked the trailer and we start to talk some more. He decides that we need to get into the back of the rig. So, I comply. How could I say no? He closes the curtain. His rig is nice, clean. Not like some trucks that you see.

I barely get sat down before he leans over to kiss me. I hesitate, but only for a moment. Oh, it was blissful. Just like I remembered, only more passionate, more full of life, more soft and sensual. He had always been kind of rough, a bit on the animal side. This was more human, more loving, more passionate. The years had tamed him and it was for the better. He starts to unbutton my shirt, but stops to ask if it’s okay. I want to say no, but he has this power over me. He’s undressing me, all the while, paying attention to the little details that mean so much. He doesn’t even pay attention to himself at this point.

He lays me down, now totally naked and fingers me just long enough to make sure my juices are flowing good and then he goes down on me. Oh, I can barely breath, it had been so long since someone so talented had gotten a hold of my pussy. It’s hard to concentrate on much else.

I finally pull myself together enough to start undressing him. I take off his shirt. He has it tucked into his pants. So, it’s hard to get loose at first. He has to stop to help me. Oh sweet Jesus, let’s get him naked fast! We get the shirt off and in the meantime he’s got his belt unfastened. He goes back to licking my pussy. Oh, make it hard to concentrate again. I get his pants unfastened and take them off along with his black briefs. He’s already mostly hard.

I start to jerk him off. Just slow, motions with my hand. Feeling what his cock feels like once again. It hasn’t changed. It feels marvelous getting harder and harder with every jerk of my wrist. I want him on top of me. I want to taste his cock. I want to smell his sex. I pull his leg over. Without missing a beat his got his pelvis in my face and brings his hard cock into my mouth. Oh the sweet taste of flesh, the smell of the pubic hair. I’m sucking on him, he’s sucking on me. He keeps ramming his cock down my throat. Oh I love it. I love the feel of his cock inside me. I gag, but I don’t care. I’m gyrating my hips to get my pussy closer to his mouth. He’s ramming his cock down my throat.

I pull him out and stop for a breather. He knows that it’s time to change positions. He flips around, looks me in the eyes, kisses me, and asks me if I’m sure I want this. I said yes. He kisses me deeply while he slides his rock hard cock into my juicy wet pussy. I immediately wrap my legs around him and try to get him deeper. He starts to thrust, slowly. It’s nice, more sensual and passionate than before. He was always kind of rough and hard. Never really fast, just rough.

We spend a lot of time kissing while he’s thrusting. He pulls off so that he had thrust deeper and harder. So, we can look into each other’s eyes. He has the most beautiful eyes. If eyes are the widows to the soul, his always said something beyond where we are today. It’s so beautiful and wonderful that I start to cry. He just looks at me with loving eyes and kisses me. I run my fingers through his hair. We do this for a long time. It’s just safe, comfortable, like nothing would ever go wrong in the world as long as we were like that.

I start to pick up my breathing, my legs are giving out, the orgasm is close. He can feel, he knows it. He let’s himself start to go. He was always good at making sure we had mutual orgasms. He was skillful at that. I feel him cum inside me. I’m being filled up with his wonderful cum while my juices are flowing all over the sheets.

We collapse and kiss some more. He just stays inside me, letting it go soft and fall out naturally. This is always how it was done before. Just holding each other, kissing, looking into each other’s eyes, while we were still as one. I notice his body is different. He’s gotten hair now. It’s sexy. Looks older, more mature. I let him fall asleep in my arms while I’m running my fingers through his hair. I watch him sleep. I always loved watching him sleep. It was so peaceful. He always made me feel safe. I made him feel safe. He said that I was the only woman he could ever sleep peacefully next to. We stayed like that for over an hour. I finally had to wake him up by gently kissing him on the lips and telling him that I had to go to work. He begged me to stay, but I knew I had to go. We kissed one last time before I got dressed and left.