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Blog Title:	NN.....My Destiny?

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bOObzman	12-May-15 3:42:00 Welcome to Fantasy Circle! ;)

msyd	12-May-15 9:31:24 An amazing story EC. Thank you for sharing. For me, the way in which your gallery is an incredibly erotic and artistic expression of your sexuality. You are an attractive, sexy and alluring woman. As this a blog, I prefer to make my contribution to what you've written in a way that as part of a conversation I hope others will find thought provoking and be inspired to participate in. I don't wish to sterilise your fantasy in abstract sterile scribblings. So here goes my reflections on what you've shared. :) You have been on NN for just under a year and your first blog talks about the transformation that NN has made possible for you. Taking into account this blog is about your young fantasies on something yet to be witnessed, let alone experienced, and it make me wonder about hardwired sexuality. Or perhaps hard wired fantasies. Sexual destiny as it were. NN as destiny - maybe you're hardwired for itm I've never thought of our appetites in such terms. It's fascinating to think what goes into shaping our appetites and needs. My preference for being a dom didn't arise from an experience of "what did I prefer". Rather I've known that's what I am all along. More hardwiring? On the other hand, there's certainly other things that I've learned to enjoy very much. The most obvious example of hardwiring is sexual preference. A very close gay friend has told me that he had fantasies laden with gay Freudian imagery before puberty. He would recount his dreams to his mother who was horrified. If sexuality is hardwired, then what does repression do? What are we to make of psychological mental disorders that involve sexuality? I'm not a psychologist but I'm absolutely fascinated by the psychology of sexuality. Intriguing subject. Thanks again EC. Looking forward to the discussion on this one Cheers

Sammy618	12-May-15 11:04:03 Wow I like! I would be right there but I hope I would be one of the instructors on the floor worshipping that body of urs!

powermanp3	13-May-15 1:18:45 Hmm, and all those years I spent playing 'doctor' could actually pay off?! Forget being a resident, I'd be probing, touching, definitely licking and sucking! Full attention on the 'patient' until you are sated...

XXXEyeCandy	13-May-15 10:57:50 bOObz, had I known you were in the room all those times, I would have invited you down. ;)

XXXEyeCandy	13-May-15 10:58:53 Mmm, Sammy.....I would have fast-tracked your residency for that little perk. ;)

XXXEyeCandy	13-May-15 11:09:04 Power....so you played 'doctor', did you? ;) Brings to mind a crazy fisting movie called 'Candystripers'. Speaking of all things 'medical'. ;)

XXXEyeCandy	13-May-15 11:26:52 Thank you, M. You remain such a faithful fan, I love it. :) Our discourse is always thought-provoking. At least for me! Hardwiring is an interesting topic. It's no mistake that how we end up in life is shaped by our formative years. Often repression plays a part, and so does conditioning. Repression is a key ingredient to mine, as I was brought up in a strict, disciplinarian and non-disclosure environment. So demonstrative physicality of any type was taboo. My parents had a loving relationship, but everything was behind closed doors and my siblings and I were held at arm's length. So I think all of these things played a huge part, even at a young age, of my wanting freedom...and the attention that it warranted. I am intrigued by a recent move by Canadian parents to take their kids out of school for a week in protest to the teaching of sex education in the schools. (And I might add, those parents are new Canadians.) To me, this is not only self-serving but does a total disservice to children who are penalized for their parents' hangups. Are these parents so naive as to think that their kids won't be even more intrigued by denial of this concerted effort to educate about practising safe sex - to go to the internet where their vulnerability could most likely be compromised? Talk about cutting one's nose off to spite one's face! Repressing sexuality is to deny us food or water. Certainly I turned out ok, but I was lucky.

msyd	13-May-15 12:21:56 Thanks EC. :) [blushes] Fascinating to reflect on nature and nurture in shaping us, especially our sexuality. Has repression benefited anyone? There are clearly some sexual behaviours and predilections that are forbidden for a reason because of the damage they cause to others. But these are not the extremes we're talking about. Your analysis of what happened in Canada nails it - the kids are made vulnerable by their parents' hang-ups. Glad you turned out ok :) btw - I'm sure Candystripers did wonders for hospital volunteers!

XXXEyeCandy	13-May-15 18:57:18 Maybe, M. But only those who aspired to be fisted. lol

msyd	14-May-15 8:52:58 Lol EC. There were quite a few other "perks of the job" enjoyed by the candystripers. Not sure that many of the patients ever wanted to leave that hospital. ;)

XXXEyeCandy	16-May-15 18:02:17 In that world, M....they never did. ;)

iluvlookn	6-Jul-15 1:57:58 Fantasy's a wonderful thing.. but when one's fantasy is/has always been about the allure of fully-formed women, and I'm not talking purely physically, as I'm sure you know, it's even more fantastic to find a site where a beautiful woman who embodies everything about that fantasy is posting the kind of expressive, erotic, classy, sophisticated, elegant, wry imagery that (almost..) brings the fantasy to reality. Or at the very least, draws it into sharper focus. (Sorry, lame pun.) My libido and I thank you EC. ....hold on, my cock is insisting that I mention that your effect on me is definitely not limited to fantasy. (OK, I've told her. Now get back in my pants.) Apart from enjoying your revealing (couldn't help myself, again) story, I also wanted to comment on your closing thought, "I was born a nudist". The fact is, we all are. But not just in physical terms. Think of your shot here of the White House, and the reason for its colour splashing, think about all forms of stereotyping, think about racism, and about the most divisive force of all, religion, in all its forms. When we're born we bring no adornments, no accoutrements, no preconceptions, no biases, no dogma. We're nude in every sense. If only we could stay that way, the world would be a better place. Instead, by the time we can even begin to contemplate the power and freedom of that state of purity, society has already fucked us over. Luckily, lest I sound too deep, I'm happy to acknowledge that my world's become a better place ever since I found your bewitching portfolio of older woman erotica. You're a very special lady EC. In body and in mind. x

XXXEyeCandy	9-Jul-15 2:21:33 Iluv, what lovely compliments, thank you. :). It's good to have you on board in this discussion and I look forward to more of your thoughts. :) Now as for someone getting back into your pants, how's that working for you? ;)

iluvlookn	9-Jul-15 14:01:22 Heya EC, re: "Now as for someone getting back into your pants, how's that working for you? ;)". Sadly, just self-talk. Me telling my cock to settle down after it drew my attention to the need to let you know how your pics affect it. As to the compliments; as always, the pleasure's all mine.