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Blog Title:	Looking for thoughts

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Daffodil888	26-Feb-18 19:33:11 I think it's different for everyone in every encounter. I like instant sparks but friendship first and foremost. I like to take it slow, but with instant chemistry. Does that even make sense? For others, it's not so easy based on their life experiences, but in a relationship of mutual love and understanding, I think a friendship is necessary so the relationship or the marriage isn't just a chore, you know? That person isn't a warden or a hindrance, but a pleasure. So that you still want to tell that person everything and think about them when you wake up or go to bed, even if you are sleeping right next to them. You're a wonderful person, I'm certain if you keep on this journey as you are, you'll find the right lady to spend the next decades with. :)

owbiglineman	27-Feb-18 2:39:28 That makes perfect sense to me. Geeeeeez, Daff, you know how to make a guy feel swell. ;) Thank you for the kind words; they truly mean a lot to me.

owbiglineman	27-Feb-18 23:08:04 I'm feeling all this stuff this week. I have a chronological mind' I remember dates, especially ones that are important to me, very well. Today is 1 year since my coworker and I admitted our attraction for each other. Thursday will be 1 year since our first official date, talking for hours, kissing a lot, not wanting to say good night. I may be foolish, to think we could have stayed as close as we were. Maybe it just truly wasn't meant to be. Maybe I'm better off that we didn't get far in, and that saved me some pain. Maybe I built her up too much in my mind, and reality didn't match that picture. For sure, the reality sucked, with the heartbreak. Maybe I just want instant gratification and to move past all the work of finding someone new, and have her magically appear. I know life doesn't work that way. But I want to make up for lost time, for all those years I wasn't healthy, physically or mentally, and all those times I felt so alone and lonely.