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Friday, December 7, 2012, 4:09:03 AM- my last try of posting a pic....

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Most Recent Comment:	"Uschi....SOON...I have been wanting something for YEARS that was all about him....I had something in mind but when I saw THIS...I was done! I have a friend of mine that is an AMAZING tat artist....he is nationally award winning and ready to do the work for me :)" - rubensredd

Friday, December 7, 2012, 4:00:35 AM- well?

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Most Recent Comment:	"Close!!! put this at the beginning [img} and this at the end [/img]" - Uschi7337

Friday, December 7, 2012, 3:36:12 AM- spawn

I'm a mom....for those that don't know.
He is the light of my life AND the grey of my life.
For those select few that know me WELL here know that I was ment to be a mom....I really do believe that is the reason God put me on this earth. It took me 2 years to get pregnant. There was a time that we thought I was not able (we were told by the docs that I could not) THEN.....well IT happened...(his name means miracle)...anywho....we almost lost him...he was a premeeie...long story short....he is my 1 and only. He is my ONLY bloodline...my only genetic link to this world...I am adapted. I DARE you to start the "blood is thicker than water argument with me cause YOU will loose!!! anywho....for 11 years I have been searching for a tattoo to represent HIM (not just his name on my body....I wanted something that said....THIS IS MY SON.....I found it today...

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Most Recent Comment:	"Im waiting patiently and Im excited cause I can tell you are. kotc =)" - Ho-Lee-Chit

Wednesday, January 25, 2012, 10:05:28 AM- I don't care who you are....I am funny *insert cackle*

1st blog EVER....if you like it GREAT....if not....ok....not a problem.

All I have to say is this: I had an epiphany about 40 mins ago.....
Just a tad over 3 months ago my life changed.

Do you understand that I had a LIFE CHANGING experience and NN was a part of it?????? (LMAO)
So I was short, fat, sad, pseudo single mom, shit(paying)job, no social life, and god knows....NO LOVE/sex life unless you count the occasional episode with a bullet when the spawn was not around?
It all started when some RLFs' of mine told me to get on NN (they thought it would help my self esteem "issues"

So I got on NN.....I did NOTHING with my account for 8 months.....I didn't even lurk. The account just sat there.
Then 1 fun night I let them take some pics.....and post them....
dun....da....da....dun....(you hear the music??)
OMG.....I found out...A) YES there are TROLLS aka lurkers
B) there are folks in this world that REALLY DO LIKE woman LIKE ME
C) I am funny, charming, sexy, ....funny.....charming....and what???? SEXY?
D) (most imp).....I am not a freak.....there really are OTHER folks out there that DO think like me.

Long story short.....I met someone on this site.....that brought me back to life...in the midst of HELL...he made me feel....alive, safe, normal....
I was driving 5 hours for my 1st (only) meet up.....I got 2 devastating phone calls: the 1st call was that my boss/friend was in the hospital dying (1 was 3 hours away)....the 2nd call...10 minutes later...........a very dear friend of mine died of a massive heart attack.
I am on 37 (36 at the time) years old. I am NOT ready to bury
MY friends......I had to pull over.
I stopped at a VERY rural/scary gas station...a young man that worked there walked up to me and put his hand on my truck door (not my body) and asked me if I was "ok".....
No I was NOT OK.....I just lost MY JOB, my friend, and...my best mate...all in 10 minutes and jacked up ruralass highway.....I WAS NOT OK.
But I drove anyway to meet my new friend...
and I collapsed in his arms when I saw him.
and he held me.
He held me for HOURS.
and he DROVE to ME the following weekend and HELD me through 2 funerals, a job interview, and house guests....
I now have a friend for life....
Did I meet the LOVE of my life on NN....not so much.....
did NN bring me closer to the love of my life YES.....
and that my loves MIGHT be in the next blog....
THIS blog is simply about a lil website, good friends, and new friends helping MY sorry ass deal with life.

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