Wow...it has been 2 years since I have been on my blog. What a long time. It was fun to post some pictures from a few days ago and today I also took some more to be posted. So after breakfast and a little shopping I went over to my FB house for some basic suck and fuck. It really didn't end up that way though. We were reminiscing about the times we have gone to the swinger's clubs and the variety of different things we have done. The lastest has been when we were at a swinger's club and I sucked this strangers cock while my FB fucked my pussy. I have only had 3 guys in my pussy ever and we talked today about adding another at a different swinger's club closer to where we live. So anyways, I love it when my FB has some facial hair and he licks my pussy. It makes me cum so quickly. He started teasing me by taking slow licks on my clit and then would stop and I would lift my hips so I could have some more. I pulled my lips apart with my fingers and then he went in for some more without stopping the way his tongue felt over my lips was incredible and I came within a minute. He then said that was all I was going to get, but he was just teasing and he licked my pussy again to this mind blowing orgasm. I slid down on the floor and started to suck his balls and his cock. I love sucking cock and it is so incredible for me to do that. His cock gets so hard and pulsates in my mouth that I just can get off by that. I did that for a little while and then he brought the toy out. I laid down on the bed and he proceeded to sliide the toy up and down my pussy with it vibrating a little. This toy is bigger than usual toys and I knew it would stretch me out some. Finally he penetrated the head of the toy inside my pussy and it stretched me but yet felt so good. He then would pull it out again. Finally he started fucking my pussy with that toy, slowly and not too fast until I asked him to fuck me harder and deeper with it. He turned the vibrator on it and I was having one orgasm after another. It hurt a little bit but in a good way. I loved being stretched like that. I must of had 5 or 6 more orgasms like that and then he asked me to flip over to doggie style. Wow, in that position he can go so deep inside my pussy. I was just quivering and going crazy with his pumping the toy inside me. He then pulled it out and fucked me with his cock. The feelings are so different but yet both so pleasurable. It was incredible to have a toy stretch you out but yet then get fucked by his cock and feel it inside all over. His cock knows the exact spot that makes me go crazy and I came again. Then he decided to double penetrate me with the toy and his cock inside. I was stretched to the max but overcome with excitement. After a while of doing this and having more orgasms. I started sucking on his cock while I was sliding my fingers wrapped around his cock up and down. He wanted to know if that is how I wanted him to cum or if I would like to give him a handjob. I sucked for a little bit longer and then got out some KY and stroked his cock while talking to him about having some strange guy with a large cock fuck me while he watches. I explained that I would ask this stranger to grab my hips and shove his large hard cock inside my pussy. I don't like 'nice' sex, I prefer it hard and deep and fast. Even if this guys cock is the largest thing in my pussy ever. I would beg for him to continue to fuck me and stretch my pussy like it has never been stretched before. I was saying this to my FB and he was getting so turned on by it. I finished by telling him that after this guy stretches my pussy as it never has been before that he will get to have seconds on my wet, stretched pussy...at that time he shoved my face to his cock and I swallowed his cum. What a great way to spend this afternoon. Still 4 hours after playing my pussy is sore and tender, a great reminder of my wonderful afternoon!

So anyways with all my health issues it has been a while since I have posted pictures or blogged. I have had some exciting times sex lately in some crazy places. First of all I was in Vegas this past week and wow the sex was incredible. I think the exciting nonstop craziness made it so much fun. I did this hypnotist thing and during the show the hypnotist put some balloon shapes in front of us and asked us to describe what sex toy it was mine was shaped really weird but I said mine was a double dildo, one a butt plug and the other a long dildo for my pussy. The hypnotist slapped hands with my fuck buddy since I was so descriptive in my toy.
Later that night we were in bed and after giving my fuck buddy a massage I started playing with his cock. I slid my nails up and down on his cock and then started playing with his balls. As I continued doing that his cock got harder and harder. I then went down with my mouth and started licking around his cock and his balls. I would tease him with licking up and around his cock but not quite putting it in my mouth. He kept trying to get my mouth to take his cock and I kept teasing. Finally I put his head of his cock in my wet mouth. I wouldn't take more of it in and just kept sucking from his head of his cock and licking underneath the head. He was going crazy and kept humping to get more of my mouth on his cock. I finally deep throated his cock so his cock was at the back of my throat and I got it really wet and started sucking up and down so his head of his cock would slide across the roof of my mouth all the way to the back of my throat and started stroking his cock with my hand along with my blow job. He was going crazy and I knew if I continued he would cum in my mouth but I wasn't quite ready for that so I stopped and jumped on top of his cock with my hot wet pussy. I slid my legs up so I was humping on his cock from the tip all the way to the base of his cock. It felt so good and I started increasing the pace and he started humping up as I was sliding down on his cock. As I increased my pace I started cumming. We kept fucking like this until I came again. Then we changed positions with me doggy style with him fucking me from behind, I bent down so his cock went deeper inside my pussy and he hit my spot so I came again. Finally I decided to slide a couple of fingers inside my ass as he was fucking me and started talking about how I would love to have two guys fucking me, one in my ass and one in my pussy. I exploded into one incredible orgasm and with my fingers in my ass and my pussy tightening on his cock he started cumming. He pulled out and squeezed his cock so I could turn around and take the rest of his cum in my mouth. I deep throated his cock and his cock shot his cum out to the back of my throat. I needed to swallow two full mouthfuls before I had all of his cum. He laid down and I went to finish cleaning his cock with my mouth. I licked my cum and his cum off his cock before he was too sensitive for me to have my mouth on his cock. And that was just one of the many nights of fun.

I always seem to think I am better than I really am. It is a very difficult task of slowing myself down. I usually am the go go go person and not the relax person. Though nowadays my body just shuts down and I can't do anymore. Hopefully soon I will be back to my go go go days!
I stayed over by my FB house on Friday, nothing sexual just some massages. It was very good to relax and be comfortable. Then on Saturday morning I visited with a friend for a while she is a blast from the past. She has been so helpful with me and doing things she can to make it easier on me. I rested for a long while though no sleep then I went back to my FB house. He was having a rough day and couldn't be around because of some family issues. I just chilled and went to bed early. I didn't fall asleep until about 1230 and woke up at 2...not much sleep. I went on the computer and finally felt tired at 11am. So I slept for a little and my FB was there. We talked for a while and I went to go get my cell phone. On the text message it was extremely naughty. He wanted to fuck me with a toy up either my ass or pussy and his big cock in the other.
As I said early no fucking in the ass lately. First time in about 3 months. I almost came immediately from that. They he went back to my pussy and fucked me long and deep. Wow, did that feel awesome. I was talking about how I hope I find a guy in Phoenix that will let me suck his cock with my FB fucking my pussy. I would moan and suck and stroke his cock with my hand as I was giving him the blowjob. I would want him to squirt in my mouth and all over my face. Then I would turn around and suck my FB cock and let him do the same. That would be so fun and erotic. I can't wait. Have a great day!

My beginning of the day wasn't that great, though with some help of my friends they reminded me he is just an ass. Its hard for me to see that because I remember the great guy he used to be. Oh well, I don't think that will change anytime soon. But anyways later on today my FB came over to have dinner and dessert. We just held each other for a while, he knew I needed a big HUG and he is absolutely the best hugger I know. After dinner, I showed him the chair he helped get for me and soon he was playing with my pussy. He fingered it for a while and in minutes I was cumming. He know the exact moves to make with his fingers to set me off. Sometimes it takes only minutes before I cum all over his hand. this time it must have been less than two minutes. I pulled him pants down and started sucking on his cock. He didn't want to suck on it too hard because it is still sensitive but by the time I got down there he was as hard as a rock. I started with the head of his cock going slowly and then spit on his cock so I could rub the rest that couldn't get inside of my mouth. After a little while I took some long deep strokes inside my mouth and then he said if I don't want to get fucked keep doing that. Well I wanted to get fucked so I turned over on the bed doggy style and took his cock slowly into my pussy. It felt good when his head popped into my hole. Then he slowly drove the rest of his hard cock inside the rest of the way. It felt great all the way in. He then started stroking with long deep slow strokes and I started talking about the next swingers club we are going to in a few weeks and what will happen there. I am looking for a guy who is willing to let me suck his cock while my FB watches. I told him how turned on I would be with two guys in the room. It would be really exciting if he decides that he would like to fuck my pussy too at the same time. Oh my dream of double fucking would be true. Wow, how incredible that would be. So anyways my FB continued to fuck me and then shortly after my sharing what I want to happen at the swingers club. He was ready to cum. He pulled out and I turned around and he shot cum all over my face and mouth. He slowly let it out and then suddenly released it all so it shot inside. Wow that is absolutely the best dessert ever. Haven't had anything since. Yum Yum.....Have a great day and I hope your sexy dreams come true!

If you haven't noticed in my last email, I am going crazy without sex. I still am waiting to get my pussy licked, though last night he played with my pussy but didn't get to do much more. He needed some much needed sleep though all I wanted to do was sit on his face backward so I could suck on his cock. I really wanted him to lick my pussy but I think that he thinks it might be too much for me. We have a weird relationship, where it is ok when he wants to fuck around but not always ok with him when I want to fuck around. We were away for the Saturday night and in a great hotel, but when I wanted to mess around he was more interested in sleep and then in the morning when I suggested it again he still wasn't much into it. Do you think I should be some KY and he would be more interested. Yes I want to be fucked in the ass but he hasn't done it in months. I am sure it is too tight to get in as his cock is plenty big for me. I try talking to him about it but then he says I am acting like a girl. Can this be true? Any ideas? Please help if you have some ideas, send them my way.
Thanks
~mibi

This has truly been a really tough few months. I found out about 3 major illnesses during this time. And I also had to go through many different surgeries. I hope that this is the end the cancer is gone from all my places and my headaches will finally subside with the brain surgeries. But I am not sure yet. It will take some time.
But on to other things. I have some questions for anyone that can answer them. I always have extra lubrication during penetration so we never have to add any ky or anything else, but since we didn't have sex for over a month my pussy got extremely tough. Every time we have sex now, he seems to get sore. Is this because he is fucking a really tight pussy or is it something else? Should I get some ky and use that next time. He is so not into fucking me anymore because his cock gets sore afterward. And though as many of you know, sucking is something I really like but nothing beats a big hard cock in your pussy. We even went away for the weekend and we didn't have any sex. I feel this is because my pussy is too tight for him. I thought guys like tight pussies. Please leave your thoughts on this because I am totally confused as to what I can do so he would like to fuck me more. I am willing to try about anything so he would be more likely to fuck me. He won't even lick me anymore, maybe my pussy doesn't taste as good as it used to because of the multiple medicines I have been on but he used to love licking my pussy but since I have been home he blames his sore cock on my tight pussy. So he really hasn't been that into it lately. Am I over analyzing it. Or do you think this really could happen?
Any advice given would be great as I find this site an excellent place to have some people give me some great ideas and responses.
Have a great day!
~mibi

Tonight my FB came over to my house. I made dinner and then we talked for a while with one of my kids and then he went up to play games. Well of course I was looking to play games and I offered by texting fucking or sucking and FB responded either. I unbuckled his pants and unzipped them after rubbing my hands around his genital area, touching lightly then a little more firmly his cock and his balls. His cock was getting harder and harder and then I knew I wanted to taste it. He let me pull his pants down far enough so I could get my mouth on his cock. I took the head of his cock in my mouth and his precum came out yum yum...then I slowly started sucking the head of his cock and then took a little more, he started rubbing his leg against my pussy and then I started varying the pace of the sucking and he intensified the rubbing on my pussy, I knew I would cum quick and after moaning a little more on his cock I stopped sucking to enjoy my orgasm. It was quite nice and I was very wet. I then got back to sucking his cock and started stroking it and sucking it at a pretty deep intense strokes and I could tell he was just about to cum and as he came I started sucking like crazy and stroking my hand fast on his cock. He gave me way more than a mouthful. Delicious......Have a great day!

It has been quite a while since I have been here but to be honest, I have spent 3 weeks of it in the hospital with a few surgeries. I am at home resting right now and takes a lot out of me to do something like showering and if I go out it is only for an hour and then I can't do anything for another two days or so. But the doctors promised the pain will stop in about a month and then I will start being able to do more things.
One of the good things about being in the hospital so long is my pussy turned extremely tight. So the first time I got fucked after I got home it was better than the first time ever. My FB has a bigger cock than anyone I have ever fucked before so it was incredible. Everytime since it has been the same thing. My pussy is just incredibly tight and wet and he wants to cum really quick because of the incredibly tight pussy. Though I have sucked his cock a few times, I have truly missed that except it is hard on my head and I have to be extremely careful. His sweet tasting cum hasn't changed much though, since I have been home he hasn't licked my pussy. I am not sure why though, except that it is pretty hairy but I am going away with him in another month and he wants me to grow it out til then and we will have a shaving party. My pussy ring had to go because of the surgeries, not allowed any jewelry and that morning was the last time my pussy has been licked. I haven't asked him but we have only done things probably 6-7 times since I have been out so I guess maybe in due time. Glad to be back on nn and Happy Belated New Year!

It amazes me what kind of jobs people have. Doctors probably amaze me the most because they all need to be able to understand all of the different things going on with my body. Besides the depression and sleep problems, I have 3 different cancers and I also have a growth on my brain that is pushing against my spinal cord. To be honest, the one that hurts the most is the horrible headaches I get with the brain one. The problem is that I do not have one doctor that oversees all of the other doctors, my regular doctor just keeps sending me to specialists and when I went to the hospital last week she was out of town so she couldn't really help me. The depression and sleep medicine I am on is pretty strong because nothing else works for me. Except the doctor who was covering for my regular doctor didn't believe in sleeping medicine so I didnt get sleep for a few nights. This has been a crazy week. I see one doctor today and one more tomorrow. Tomorrow is the big doctor where we will find ut when and how about the brain surgery. I hope it is quick so I can get back to work,( no money) stop having headaches, start working out again so I can get in shape and overall feel better. My children are getting a little worried about their mom which I don't blame them. I am scared as it is but it needs to be done. I am free to have sex tomorrow and I am hoping that after I see that dr. I can go over to my FB house to be held and played with along with fucking. I would love for it to be more sensual, kissing along the body, soft toughing and not aggressive. Who knows he always isn't in tune with what I am thinking so maybe or maybe not. I still can't drive because the meds are still to strong for me to take them and drive. They are patches instead of actual pills so I have to keep them on for a full 72 hours before I put on new ones. Have a great day. Have to get the kids up for school now.
~mibi

Not much today just vegged at my FB house, felt a lot of energy at the beginning of the day but by the end I was exhausted. I know I am sick but I wish I knew how long this will take. Today inthe morning, my FB was on a site for working out, kind of makes me depressed because I used to be his workout buddy but now since I am sick I can't really do that. I miss our runs and our time to talk. It seems like I am always being told I can't do anything instead of things I can do. Maybe tomorrow at the dr. he will say it will be good for me to walk more and get in better shape for the surgery. It's just that my head is always in pain. I hate it but nothing I can do about it. Last night my FB wanted me to suck his cock, which of course I was all into. Something a little different than laying around all day. It tasted very good and he wanted me to continue to stroke it as I was swallowing his cum. Sometimes he is so sensitive ther that he just doesn't want that but last night he did. Oh well. It was fun and I can't wait until Wednesday when I am released and allowed to fuck again. He better be prepared I am one horny girl now I will be crazy by Wednesday. I hope he will be into it as much as I am. Just one doctor's appt today and one tomorrow and the one I am dreading on Wednesday. Oh well can't do anything about it but just go and see what they say. I sure hope I can meet up with that couple before I do brain surgery because I am sure I will look just cute and ready to be fucked then. Who knows? I am tired again, I sleep like such a baby here so off I go to sleep for a while.
Have a great day!
~mibi