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Monday, April 7, 2014, 7:26:28 PM- The point of it all

Still restless but still here. Life goes by too quickly to really stop and do anything about it anyway. Something will come to a head though, and life will do what it does while you're making plans.
I still enjoy the climax I reach on my own more then finding that right place while with him. I suppose my first addiction will always be that way. But I don't even think about most days.
Anyway, rambling over. On to bigger things: be taken into the dark world of retail management or start over in a place that feels more like home?

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Most Recent Comment:	"well i think alot of us here so share your thoughts mmmmmmm and well retail management can be dark but then do we not feel and find out true light here ??? xxx" - newromantic

Friday, November 1, 2013, 10:33:25 PM- Everytime...

... my S.O. leaves the room, I think about being bent-over and fucked. It's been a thing lately and it gets a little frustrating. Success doesn't come often for me when we do our thing; it's more disappointing then the frustration of always thinking about sex. But either way, I want to be taken and filled. Have a good, rough time. I recall my last time with strange and its very tempting. I want to stay on the up-and-up and add spice to things, I just don't know how when our (my really) world is so tense. It's oppressive and discouraging. It's hard finding strength in the relationship so I fantasize. A lot. A lot - a lot. And I really enjoy it, almost prefered. Any words from the wise? Constructive, not just a guilt-rage

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Most Recent Comment:	"it is very much the same for many men, that it is a lady is also very sad, when one side of life needs attention and to be so encouraged and do not find it in your partner then it is a decision to either find that part of life from another or to just end what you have with him, i am sorry your feeling this way, your beauty should be so appreciated and truly enjoyed xxx" - newromantic

Tuesday, June 4, 2013, 9:06:52 PM- thoughts

I always fantasize about having a girlfriend I can hang out and fool around with on my free time. Someone who has their own thing going but we share each other. My excuse for getting out more. Explore new things together, in new places. Maybe with other new people... my P.I.C.

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Most Recent Comment:	"do you mean a FWB?" - tight_wet_lips

Friday, March 22, 2013, 7:07:59 PM- Dildos

Think I will bring out the dildo today. I got condoms for it a few weeks ago. It'd be nice to give it a ride again.

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Most Recent Comment:	"mmmm wow and here i am cock in hand just wishing i could give you every inch xxx" - newromantic

Saturday, August 11, 2012, 6:05:58 PM- The thing is...

I find myself in need of an orgasm that doesn't come at finger's tip. The sex is getting better but I just don't get there. I want some more kink to it at least. He just can't last as long. Sometimes its ok, but it just doesn't quite do it. Not from a lack of effort. Even increased frequency doesn't help much yet. We'll keep at it tho.

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Most Recent Comment:	"oh i am sorry, what can we say, sometimes it is not as it should be, not your fault your so god dam sexy he cannot stop from coming xxx" - newromantic

Saturday, November 19, 2011, 3:48:12 PM- Thoughts

I'm beginning to worry that I'm becoming so desperate to feel something with someone again that I'll make a mistake. That I'll let someone use me in a demeaning way. Or worse, that I'll fall in love.

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"It sounds as though being more confident in yourself and loving yourself more, should help prevent you from becoming attached when you're purposely searching out NSA..

Now, if someone better comes along through the efforts and you're willing to accept that chance, you may want to pay close attention to pre-sexual chemistry just to see if that's one you should take slower because of more potential, and you obviously don't want to put yourself in a position of losing respect of someone or for someone, before you even had a chance to know there was potential..

Haha, I hope that rambling makes sense.."

- adrianimp

Sunday, October 30, 2011, 3:57:52 AM- a note on love

A couple years ago I searched for some strange, a NSA affair with someone I'd never see or think of again. I got the opposite. I got someone I had chemistry with, someone who made love to me in the filthiest of ways, but love all the same. 2 years later, I pine for him still. My heart races at the thought & he speaks in a way that oozes conviction & passion. This man knows nothing but. & he tonight he tells me he can't handle waiting for me to get out to him, so he will be fucking two bi strippers while wishing it were me. I'm not stupid or blind to the situation I'm in. Or to how he feels about vulnerability. I ache to be with him though, and it breaks my heart to love him this way when I can't tell him, or have him.

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