I had the most incredible evening last night. I had been playing around with my new ropes earlier in the day, practicing my shibari breast harness (shinju). I was so turned on by the increased size/sensitivity and the wonderful tight feeling around my breasts. I wished I could've worn the harness all day, but I was becoming so aroused that I knew I wouldn't be able to contain myself. The excitement lingered long into the evening though, and I just had to share my new found pleasure with my man.

I came into the room to show myself off. He started playing with my breasts, we talked about how visually beautiful and artistic it looked, how sexy it was to see my breasts bulging around the ropes. He started to suck on my nipples and use the ropes around them to rub and lift my breasts. Just the slightest whisper of a touch made me squirm, yet at the same time I was able to tolerate much rougher treatment of my breasts and nipples than usual - he pulled, twisted, slapped, and led me aroun through pleasure and the occasional twinge of pain, directing my body's movements with just a tug. I was begging for him to suck my nipples. He teased me with his mouth, keeping it wide while putting my breast inside, just barely a touch. He finally gave me what I was begging for, sucking and licking my nipples. Then he told me to get the dildo. I was immediately excited, for this would be his first time using it on me. He started by gliding it up and down over my breast and nipple, then pressing it into my nipple and making circles. I was so sensitive, it was an incredible teasing feeling, just making me beg for more. He asked if i needed lube "i don't think so, im pretty wet", so instead he held it up to my mouth, gesturing me to wet the tip. The head barely fit in my mouth, my teeth scraped across it and it pulled itself in, nearly trapped as my jaw couldn't open any wider. Once was enough, so he turned me around and used it to part my lips from behind. Again the tip barely fit, it was a bit of a challenge to get it in, after it was, and the next ridges proved just as girthy, I turned sideways, lifted my leg onto the chair he sat on, and he pushed it in deeper. It was such a turn on feeling him coax the dildo into me, pumping it in and out as I took in each new ridge. I sat on his lap as he continued, with his other hand squeezing my breast hard. The dildo almost completely inside of me, he kept perfect rhythm, my cum splashing across my thighs with each pound. The spot he was hitting felt exactly the spot he hits during sex, I loved being able to feel that same way in such a different situation. I knew I was getting close, I thought about touching my clit to bring myself to orgasm, I definitely wanted to, but my arm was wrapped around his shoulders, and it was feeling so good that I didn't want it to end just yet. Then, a feeling started to take over me, an incredible building of pleasure that I had never felt before. It built up and up, I began to feel out of my mind, overwhelmed in ecstasy, an otherworldly experience. Then an orgasm came to me, it was mind blowing, I uncontrollably moaned, it waned, then came again with another moan, another brief moments break, then again with a final moan! My god the pleasure!! He kept pumping, and to my surprise I was in no way overstimulated, I knew I could've come and come with further stimulation. He finally released me from the waves of orgasm so that I could finally rest and melt into the fantastic lingering tingling and twitching of my body. I proceeded to smile, tears pouring from the intensity, my speech utterly taken from me. Incredible. Spectacular. Wow. Wow. Omg. Holy fucking shit. Wow.

I'm starting to embrace my sexual fantasies, realizing they're a part of me that I should enjoy and explore. My partner is stepping up and indulging both of our desires for him to take more charge of me, its so sexy and im able to let go of my stress and have gained an insatitable urge for him unlike ever before. He's also wonderfully open to me sharing myself online, I've always loved the idea of being able to show off my body, so this is my chance, I've posted my first nude pic online ever and it's soo exciting to me. I'm looking forward to exploring more of myself and sharing it here. I feel like all of this is helping me grow in many areas of my life, my sensual side is as much a part of me as any, im now in a constant state of arousal, it's the most incredible thing getting to know myself so deeply.

For fun, here's some of the things that turn me on that I want to explore and share:
-lingerie
-unusual insertions
-warm milk-filled breasts
-shibari