NN Network:  
Heterosexual
Lesbian
Gay
TV / TG / CD
Live Cams
Free photo hosting
view:    desktop  |  mobile
Username:
Password:
remember me?
 Latest:
Help / Support | Settings | View or Edit your profile

willow01's blog post

Tuesday, August 1, 2006, 11:47:12 PM
Grrrrrr.....this week really has been the worst ever!! I hate to blog depressed all the time but OMG is it only Wednesday???

I have spent the last 2 days (since my last blog.....in which i thought I had it tough!!)sitting by my gran's bedside waiting on the inevitable happening. Not a nice thing to go through, but this woman has given me so many happy days and a lifetime of memories to live with that the least I can do is sit by her in her greatest time of need!

It is weird, some of the thoughts and memories that have come back to me over the last couple of days AND it puts everything else into perspective!

As I walked into her room tonight she turned and smiled at me and I swear I saw a beautiful 16 year old girl smiling at me....not the 81 year old that should have been there.....and that is what I am going to carry with me for the rest of my days!!

**hugs**

Comments

Others Have Said: 
2-Aug-06 4:04:19
So Sorry Willow, I was at my Grandmothers bedside and saw her take her last breath. She was 93 years old. I just remember the good times we had and how very special she was and is to me.
bi_male_19
2-Aug-06 7:31:50
I lived with my grandma when she got cancer and helped care for her until her passing so I know what you are going through to some degree and my thoughts are definently with you *hugs*
3-Aug-06 0:07:10
them memories are always the best to take with you. thoughts with you precious xx
plums
3-Aug-06 20:41:05
I know that feeling - its because a persons spirit is shining through and you're seeing their true essence.
6-Aug-06 10:31:49
The last paragraph of your blog had me in tears,literally, xxx to you