| Tuesday, August 1, 2006, 11:47:12 PM |
Grrrrrr.....this week really has been the worst ever!! I hate to blog depressed all the time but OMG is it only Wednesday??? I have spent the last 2 days (since my last blog.....in which i thought I had it tough!!)sitting by my gran's bedside waiting on the inevitable happening. Not a nice thing to go through, but this woman has given me so many happy days and a lifetime of memories to live with that the least I can do is sit by her in her greatest time of need! It is weird, some of the thoughts and memories that have come back to me over the last couple of days AND it puts everything else into perspective! As I walked into her room tonight she turned and smiled at me and I swear I saw a beautiful 16 year old girl smiling at me....not the 81 year old that should have been there.....and that is what I am going to carry with me for the rest of my days!! **hugs** |
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