thehawke's blog post - Chattering on.

There was a time this evening when my patrner looked at me. I thought for sure he knew I had a profile on NN.
I am not sure how he will react to me being on here as a NN girl. Even thou he has had an account here for over ten years. He is a good man. I am not sure if I am worthy of him. He knows so much more about sex and many other things than I do. I wish I had more confidence in myself. but I do not.
I am so scared what this year brings. I need to get my hinny moving and find stuff to reopen a claim on agent orange. I am so afraid of what is going to happen.
My income drops in hafe. I still have the same bills. I drive a sonic with a stick. Good on gas. I hope I do not loose her when things change. Let my horses. My horses will eat befor I do. So will my dogs, cats, chickens and Buffon macaw that I rescued from a bird rescues near me. I been carving on wood so my S.O can make wood boxes and tables for us to sell. Hoping that goes well. Not sure what this year will. My special needs daughter keeps me from being able to have a job . My job is her.