suthernlover's blog post - When am I going to learn?

ok here it is. In August meet a great gal that I really felt comfortable with which is unusual and right off the bat she tells me she gets really wet during sex. I thought hot dog, she may squirt. Oh Man that was like thinking miagra falls is like a leaky facet. the first weekend she came to visit I had to wash every towel and all my sheets at least twice. each weekend for the next 5 weeks were my dream come true. we played with toys of every variety but there was one I really wanted to try on her so I went to my favorite site and picked out a wand, not the top of the line but up there. after a couple of more weeks I packed it up in her bag, with the hopes of some c2c action during the week. that happened once. Well she hasn't been back since getting that vibe at her house then she became all hinky about me coming around and was never visible on our usual chat program, she stopped answering my calls and was weird about me coming to see her but made out like I was supposed to know to be there or just be there. confused I got frustrated. she I finally wrote an e-mail and she basically broke it off... so when am I ever gonna learn ... not buying any more expencive toys and letting them out of my grip.