sammiealice's blog post - first time in a while

hubby is not here and I can use my computer rather than tablet to be here. would love to go into chat and cyber but daughter is upstairs and I know I would just get going and she would come down and ......., the frustration would just get worse.

we took a short get away for the veterans day weekend---got one short morning of loving but it was toooo little and he was using a toy on me when the batteries ran out. damn damn damn.

work is just wearing me out. he is not working and I come home simple worn out. sometimes it is nap time before dinner. an then he comes to bed at 2 and 3 am. no chance of loving at that hour and I have to be off to work by 8 and he is still asleep. I would feel better if I though the was watching porn at 1 am and not in bed because then I would know that he still wants sex but have an adult daughter in the house just puts a damper on our being intimate.

maybe tonight. hope springs eternal.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all my friends.

sammie alice