sammiealice's blog post - i started this in the forum, but decide i did not want to share it there

ok, i am a good girl, i have behaved myself but-----my boy friend (not hubby) who introduced me to sex, the one that i thought had made me pregnant---i just could not get enough----the feeling----and i would let him finger me, in the lobby of my dorm. omg, i would wear a short skirt, take my underwear off in the ladies room, and sit at the main door where freezing cold would come in to give us an excuss to put our coats over us so that he could finger me while i gave him a hand job through his pants. neither ever came, and we had to stiffle our sex voices with our months and tongues but it may have been the most unbeleivable sex i ever experience--the fear of being caught, the fear of being seen as a slut---proper girls did not do that---the fear of having the school call my parents (they did that back then) all just made it more exciting.

sometimes i dream of misbehaving like that again with hubby. letting him have me in some semi public place. the fear, the excitement the naughtiness. hubby and i have never done something like that---my pregnacy scare at 18 sort of took the excitement out of sex until we got married. now i read what others have enjoyed and dream of put my wireless vib in my pussy and giving the remote to him to let him watch me squirm while we are in public and he is driving me out of my mind , having to find someplace to hid as i shutter with passion. getting so hot that i beg him to fuck me in some alcove or the car---if i can make it that far.

sometimes, stories and questions here remind us of our past, the thrill of what we have done, the things that we have missed. and sometimes the two make me dream about things i wish we did. i know i could never cheat on hubby, go to an orgy or even have a girl friend (though i dream about that a lot), but i wish he and i had explored our sexuality more when we were younger. tried more things---added more thrill. it is said that men want a lady it the kitchen and a slut in the bed room. sometimes, i wish i had beem more of a slut when when i was 25.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and hugs to all.