mysecretlife's blog post - Hope I don't sound too morbid.

Sometimes I may write something that makes me seem spooky or crazy. I'm really not. I just feel I have a different perspective than many others. You know some people when in a restaurant won't sit with their backs to the rest of the room. That is usualy because they want to know what is going on and don't want any surprises sneaking up on them. I just am always thinking of things that could happen and what would I do in response.

I won't say I am facinated with death but it is a very real part of our world. Most games we play the prize comes after you win. In the game of life though life itself is the prize that you get while you are playing. Some people devote their lives to making vast sums of money or power or fame. But when the game is over you leave all that on the table. I guess if that is what they want to do it's their business. I want to be a good parent and a good person. I do want people to like me and think well of me. I want to make the world a little bit better place at least for a few people.

Damn, I'm starting to worry about me myself. Just kidding. Hell, sometimes I just get to rambling. I have a friend that I talk to sometimes and can ramble with her and she rambles back. Since I left the hospital we don't get to talk so much so I guess this is where I will ramble for a while.

We are all odd in our own little way. As long as no one gets hurt then I suppose that's ok.