mysecretlife's blog post - Friday

Cold and nasty here today. Worked yesterday but the weather had us grounded once again. We had to turn down three calls. One we might could have made but more than likely would have got stuck in Louisville overnight. Not really sorry we missed that one.

Tonight T and I are supposed to go out. I don't know now tho because of the weather. Maybe all this is just an omen that I need to give up and move on. Sometimes she seems to say one thing but her actions tell me something all together different. Which do you go by. I've always heard that actions speak louder than words. I kinda have this feeling. I don't blame her at all and just think the timing of things really sucks. Sometimes I know I need to give up it's just finding just the right moment to that is so hard for me.

Just gonna do some housework and keep busy til time and then see what happens. Either way I am going to tell her I need a little bit more than phone calls and seeing her every 2-3 weeks. I'm tired of going to movies and out to eat alone. Either way things will change. They always do.

Ppl are always changing. Everyone changes. Someone once said that the relationships that last are the ones where the couple accepted the changes. I know I am not the same person I was years ago or even months ago in some respects. There are going to be a couple constants for me but I know there are more changes in store. The person I end up with will change to. Just have to find someone that is willing to change with you and accept your changes. They all don't have to be for the bad.

Actually I think if anyone is dead set against change then they are the ppl to stay away from.

Well, I need to get busy.

You all have a good day and try to stay warm.