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manlycornhusk's blog post - Slide Theory

Tuesday, October 11, 2005, 3:07:58 PM
No matter how hard you tear it apart...the slide is essentially a short trip from a height to the bottom.

Well, I've taken that slide back down to the bottom. So much on my mind and no solutions coming soon. Why does happiness have to be so difficult sometimes. You think you're there, take a step back and it's enveloped you in darkness again.

Perhaps it more so because I have people depending on my ability to adjust, to take care of them. If it was me, alone...a grey funk wouldn't be so terrible but it's not something i relish when looking them in the eyes. I want to have the answers. I want to be the hero, to save the day..sigh.
Why so hard..damn.

Well, hopefully the rest of you find Peace...I have the Love...

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flcamfan
11-Oct-05 15:38:27
Sorry you are having some dark days my friend. Hopefully the sun will shine on you soon and brighten your days.
tbjones
11-Oct-05 17:07:34
maybe you are setting your own expectations and goals too high for yourself? Superman exists in movies, but even he was powerless against Kryptonite. Life can be as complicated or as easy as you decide to let others make it for you. If other people depend on your ability to adjust, maybe they need to learn to adjust to your abilities?
11-Oct-05 17:31:33
/me sends some FL Sunshine your way...with lots of hugs!!!
11-Oct-05 17:35:25
Some things you will never be able to save your loved ones from. Sometimes just being there to listen to them; for them, is enough. I wish you the peace you're looking for sweetie :) *Big hugs*
11-Oct-05 17:37:01
Hey man, if you got the love, you got pretty good company.
But it's hard sometimes to remove the shitty-outlook tint off their sunglasses.
glassdick420
11-Oct-05 18:15:08
Sometimes I think sorrow is the price of caring...
Peace
11-Oct-05 19:29:12
we all teach those around us how to treat us. And we are all products of our enviroments. when we know better, we do better. O.K. I'll stop now....BIG KISS, mike
14-Oct-05 22:34:39
look to the simple things for happiness and peace... don't look at the whole picture, but parts of it.. then when you find it, you can put the pieces back together, knowing that the peace and happiness is still there...