lostinmich's blog post - I kinda feel bad...

See last night my wife wasnt feeling very well. She decided to head to bed early and the plans of having some "naked fun time" were canceled. Not that i would force anything upon her when she was feeling bad, or guilt tripping her.

So about 10 minutes after she laided down in bed I crawled in next to her and dinked around on my ipod touch, playing Peggle. (Such a great game!)

Well as things go i started feeling frisky and casally stroked myself while I pulled up a couple of choice websites on my Ipod(love my ipod!). Well after staring at a few pics I found my stroking harder and faster. With a quiet grunt and resisting the urge to rock my hips I came like a male pornstar giving the money shot.

I lay there in my self induced post bliss, when I felt my wife curl up on my shoulder throwing her arm over my chest. I know she was still asleep as she does move around a bit, but I started getting this horrible feeling of guilt.

I felt like I had been caught, or that i should have waited to enjoy that cum with her. I know this is silly but for some strange reason it felt so horribly bad to lay in bed next to my sleeping wife jerking off to all kinds of dirty pictures. Don't get me wrong, jerking off when she is sleeping is nothing new to me, I have a who bookmark file full of eye pleasing, cock hardening sites to view at night. Maybe it was just the proximity to her that made it weird.

I did kiss her on the forehead and whisper i love you, but I went to bed feeling like a tool.

anyone ever have this happen? I know she will read this so baby I do love you...just really needed to cum!

~LiM
-- Slave messaline's pics finished me off last night! hehe --