kotek001's blog post - A step over an edge

Uh, it's not so easy to describe it. You have to experience such things to know how it feels. I'm standing on the railway platform. Finally I'm alone, there's probably only an old woman somewhere in bushes nearby -- not a problem. A train is going to arrive shortly. It's cold, so cold that I definitely don't feel like undressing. "And maybe I also have to take off shoes, ha ha", I'm thinking to myself. OK, no time to waste. I have to rush a little as the train lights are already visible. I'm preparing the camera and starting to undress. Finally I'm naked. And in this very moment something magical happens. I'm getting so excited, so much turned on, just like on drugs or something. Everything around me seems so wonderful, there's no cold, no worry of any kind. There's only fun, I can't help but laugh. The camera shoots and I have to take it away from the track. I'm dressing and getting back to normal.

It was like taking a step over an edge. And it felt so. From a safe, warm shell to the uncertainty of being out in the field without any shield. Truly amazing experience.