howlin's blog post - 16 Days

16 Days from today will mark a major milestone in my life, October 12 will be Sug and myselfs 1 year Anniversary one year she made the 14 hour journey to be here with me and to also escape the hell she had previously called her life,I'll not waste my time or energy touching that vile subject as its nothing more than lies deception and habitual denial on the other partys part I'll also not refer to that as a person nor a man its just not proper or fitting, lets just go with disgusting that fits, recent decline in responses to blogs statuses etc shows Im not the only one to see it for what it really is, small weak and at its best and roaring the loudest when cowering behind its computer screen...pfft pathetic little creature, others may find your words intimidating but rest assured Id go through 3 of you just to get to a good bar fight...thats a fact. now on to the present,I had no idea what true love was until Sugar came to me, I had heard people talk of feeling loved but really never felt it until now,I never had the desire to put someone first in my life before all things and people until now, Ive been very blessed in life and please dont take this as me bragging if you know me you wont anyway but Ive been fortunate in life to have a very successful bike business and also a home improvement business,my home is paid for and also a home in the country,Ive been able to afford a home for my parents as well but all this means nothing to me now that I have love and a special lady to be in love with, My happiness before her came from looking at bank numbers but now Im at my best on the porch sharing a cup of coffee with her or taking a long drive to nowhere, This site is made of some very amazing folks and Ive been blessed with some of them calling me their friend Ive also lost some friends met here yet their not forgotten and thought of often and to them I also hope for nothing but the best for them, Love me or hate me thats not for me to decide, friend or foe better or worse it all comes down to choices we make good or bad but I believe peace cant be found until peace is made just like love cant be had until love is shown. I love Sugar now and for eternity I will always be at her side ready to fight for and with her thats me, Friends never hesitate to call text e mail whatever if in anyway I can help you or if you just want to chat about all the finer points of nothing Im here waiting to hear from you all.until next time this is the ol Hillbilly sayin peace love and laters to you all