hottlavender's blog post - the hermit life.......

although everyone says i am soooooo lucky to have my life, until you have been IN MY SHOES for even a day, you may begin to understand where i am coming from......despite my cancer survivorship, and believe me i am grateful, there's been other footnoted chaos i have been dealing with and this whole breast implantation revision is NOT FOR VANITY but for self ease and comfort....someone told me recently that I should be happy to be alive and just do this and that to ease my soul, but she failed to mention how she enjoys her senseless shopping sprees, pearlesque 328i beamer and horrible plastic surgeries....

maybe this could be the year I can post the resolution of this upcoming implantation!!!!! I could see my 40th birthday celebration in bali with my symmetric breasts and organic yoga stretches...eat, pray, love..........