hottlavender's blog post - the love of wonderful friends......

as i return briefly to check on email before i get dizzy again, i am happily surprise to hear from all the wonderful friends out there. take a bow and thank you from the bottom of my blessed and happy heart.

it has been just about a week and half for me since my surgery and i must say this, please do not take your bodies for granted! whatever color, greed, shape or size you are....LOVE yourself and make all the wonderful and passionate love you can with yourself or with your partner, because youre healthy body is all you have and some have one chances at life with it, and then there's lucky ones who get a second chance at life with it. i am blessed to have a second try at it and although i have been tremendously humbled even more than i can say, i am lucky to be alive.

my body has been butchered. as painful as that was to admit, i have to say its a saving grace and a blessing in disguise. i have a very long way of healing ahead of myself and i have alot to do after i am physically healed. my breast cancer awareness has only begun and i will need all my NN friends along the way to help me in my crusade ahead.

as soon i get stronger, i will let you in more to my work, but for now, i want to take this time to thank you all and praise you for the wonderfulness you all are!!!

i love you all and god bless you always.

-hottlav