hapyjacq's blog post - blog

i so want to but not sure what to say... seems really negative to type negative stuff on this day ... and that for sure is a stupid sentence...lol...how bout an oxymoron.. i had a really good x-mas but also just got done laying down with paul both of us were crying... i was i think crying for him... he was crying for his auntie who passed away last nite...he was wishing he didn't feel ...he says then it won't hurt.. okay i'm crying for her ... i met her before i met his mom over 20 years ago.. you know it's gonna happen ... you know it needs to happen.... and you're just really never ready for it ... g ma b says she's really good with it ... she doesn't have to feel aunt b's pain anymore...they were identical twins and well kinda a 6th sense type of deal...okay i feel better ... lol .. i think somedays i'm nuts ... mwa jacquie

sorry for the downer on this day