hapyjacq's blog post - stress

never in my wildest dreams did i think i would be ever typing this.... seems my oldest got kicked out of his 5th hour (was a class to make up credits to graduate) as i understand it he has lost all chance of graduating with his peers....he doesn't seem to care... i just have never known any individual that has such a lack of motivation before... i mean when i turned 16 i was dying to get my drivers license and when i did i went and got a job.. i worked my ass off to get out of school because i wanted to be done... here he is 17 no license, no job, failing all classes and doesn't seem to have any goals... i mean i'm really not asking that he NEEDS to know what he wants to do with his life but sheesh have a want for something anything... he would be perfectly happy hanging with friends, eating, smoking, and sleeping.... i just don't get it ... then again neither is he... i shut off his phone... he's restricted except for school (not that i could physically restrain him 6'4" and about 230lbs) but if he leaves he comes home to no internet.... i'll just keep taking and taking and taking ... i just don't know what else to do... i am open to suggestions if anyone has gone thru this before... have a great weekend everyone mwa