hapyjacq's blog post - snow

so i woke this morn and there was snow and lots of it ... not even forcasted .. oh well it was pretty and just a bit slushy...had an awesome day at work ... actually worked ... but i had a bit of down time and checked my mail ... just when you think life is good grand and wonderful you get some jackass throwing a wrench in it all ... i was totally thrown .. with all that has happened it really makes me wonder if it's me ... i try to be good (for the most part) and i know for a fact that i'm really accepting of anybody in any shape, form, color, creed (what is that exactly??), sex or sexual preference, and whatever else can be crammed in here .... shit leaves me clueless..... on another note switching gears totally ..i had a pt today that just tugged at me... he is in need of help because somewhere along the line there was serious negligiance....the dr i worked with today will not treat him unless we have this certain stuff and i know what he is talking about just don't know if i can get it approved to order.... then if i can't the question becomes do i want to buy it or no .. i already know the answer ....paul says you can't save them all but ... maybe just one,, after all he didn't sign up for this .... mwa ... jacq
p.s. state services piss me off to a point and there is not a thing i can do
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