hapyjacq's blog post - tonite is just difficult

to say the least ... i'm working and loving it ... i come across a "team meeting" note from my last job and gosh i guess i will just never understand ... how can people portray themselves one way... be totally different... and then be okay with their actions... guess at this point i'm lucky to be working... in all my jobs i have ever had i have only ever had the best interest of the co./office in mind and have never in my life did anything wrong ... with the exception of leaving without notice (which is a courtousy not required)...what really really bothers me is that they make themselves out to be these really great caring people.. if that was the case they would not blatently lie to my new job , nor call back (my new job) to get me fired.... right now i feel like i don't have a fucking friend in the world or anyone that i can really trust.. (not including pauly, bernie or my parents)... to me that is really heartbreaking and just wrong ....................