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| Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 6:15:38 AM |
that's what i have ....i have literally lost everyone that i thought was a friend thru this whole ordeal of mine...it's really shown me who is there and who isn't... an eye opener for sure... i have my family and that is about it... and even with that i feel kinda like an outsider....right now i'm feeling like i just really don't fit in....everyone else can say or think what they want... i had to do what i had to do for me... i don't have any regrets.... it all needed to happen....but.... it doesn't make the hurt any less....i guess in the end it makes me more cautious... more caulous...more closed up than what i'm supposed to be by nature....and i hate it.... jacq |
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