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hapyjacq's blog post - rattilings of a mad woman or a whore?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 6:49:30 AM

i have no regrets but i do have some lonely lonely days/nites...could be the fact that it's so quiet in this place... thank god i will be getting some tv in 2 days....

i haven't questioned myself as to if i'm doing the right thing... more so... some things have come about that make me feel my decision was the right choice to make...it's funny how in a simple message or two a person can make another feel worthless... or rather is that all someone was in the first place....

i've never liked bribes.... like when your kids say i'll do this if you do that... i don't play like that .... never have never will...

i'm really quiet torn with all of this ... i've always felt this is my place to put my feelings... i've never held back with my blogs here...it's always been my way of getting over shit.... except for the last few months...for no other reason than respect.... today i feel i was disrespected and it hurts for no other reason than i felt i was more than that...

tonite i have been let know where i stand....

happy hump day all .... jacq

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RM Jay	22-Apr-09 6:56:19 I have felt that way about my blogs too. You are awesome, don't forget it

clittylicker	22-Apr-09 7:14:50 I love yr blogs jacquie! U tell it like it is, don't stop doing that! XXXXX

~Wenchie~	22-Apr-09 7:24:29 exactly what the above two said! you are an amazing brilliant woman! DONT EVER forget it! hugs and loves bigtime xxxxxxxxxx

Mean&Evil1	22-Apr-09 9:58:24 NN and the net are just like life. Sometimes you believe a person is one way but when the chips start falling hard you find out that they dont meet up to the standards you thought they did. Sometimes when a person you think is on your side feels they have to take sides...Well, sometimes they dont pick your side. Sad isnt it? Ive been there girl. It sucks. But in the end, its useful information to have.

mdguy	22-Apr-09 15:26:12 ??? :( You are no whore, and no mad woman, just a woman who is trying to find her way in the face of changes. That's all.

MN teddybear	22-Apr-09 15:41:37 I know what yo mean about the this for that you think of....All I can say is a real man wouldn't give you those options we make right with what has been given or handed us in life....I felt bad we didn't at least get a beer while I was here but I understand. Hugs Serg

depotguy	22-Apr-09 17:54:53 Sister If I have the stregnth to type one last thing before I leave the face of the earth it would be to tell you that ABSOLUTLEY NO ONE can make you feel less without your permission. You ALWAYS have the option of rejecting what they throw at you. I'm not saying thats easy but you are under no obligation to see youself and your worth through another persons twisted value system.

hapyjacq's blog post - rattilings of a mad woman or a whore?

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