Seen someone say that 'Toys are tools, not competition" I have always agreed with that. My late wife and I had many toys that she and I played with. We never had the chance to play with all the new 'online' toys that are available.

These are so much fun. I have 2 Lovense toys that I use when I'm doing a cam show, the diamo, (kind of a cock ring like toy) and the hush (a small butt plug). Both vibrate when I get a tip. The new one is show in the pics. Its a cock ring + ... Toys are fun !!!

Well apparently, I don't know how to post pics on the blog : UPDATE - Look ! I figured it out

Where to start? I lost my wife, my best friend, earlier this year. It is by far the hardest thing that I have every gone thru. I've lost parents, friends, family in my 56 years on earth but none of that loss compares to this.

I was married for 2 weeks short of 28 years. In that time, we had dabbled in and out of the lifestyle. Meeting some really cool couples and some single guys and girls along the way. We had even found this website. (She enjoyed me reading her the comments that others had left.!)

I have recently decided to re-join here and a few other sites that we were on as a couple. It is a weird adjustment as a single guy instead of a couple. Simple things like taking some pictures or coming up with ideas for new ones is a challenge. (As a couple, I knew what to take and show, Her !! lol)

I don't like it at all, but it is the hand I was dealt, so I'm going to try and make the most of it.

She loved to have a few adult beverages on the weekend and clean. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed that also!! We also loved to have beverages on the weekend and play games on our computers or some card, dice or the Nintendo. I plan on keeping on doing that.

Being on here, and other sites, chatting and sharing pics, videos, webcams, laughs and conversation is always a good release after a long workweek.

I know it was kinda a ramble but just had some things on my mind.