Thought I was going to get to have my friend up Saturday afternoon and night. We had a great afternoon/evening planned of tunes, games, adult beverages and some pictures, videos shot and maybe some online came fun. Well, it turns out that she has to work Saturday and then go in early on Sunday! So she won't be able to make it this weekend and I'm sad !!!

Oh well ... there's always next time.

Well, the weekend started out really good!! Got to spend Friday night with my friend S. Had a great time, listing to tunes, having some laughs and adult beverages and playing games. Then when we got up Saturday morning got to spend a little time looking at all the wonderful NN people.

The weekend actually went hell on Friday night, but we didn't even think about it because we were having fun and adult beverages. I have been on another site for some time that allows you to share your webcam. S and I decided that we would go on together. In order to do that each person has to be verified. We got her verification done and started broadcasting. Within 1-2 minutes the stream was stopped, and my account was suspended. I believe that we started the show _before_ her verification was finished processing. So, I'm still trying to get that sorted out.

Move on the Saturday. S had left and gone back home so I needed get some videos off a memory card and sent to the PC for editing. I went to copy the files and ... Where is that drive? It was gone. Now I'm in the computer industry. Have been a Network Admin for 30+ years so I know my way around computers. I know that I know have a big problem. This drive is dead.

Here's one thing that you got to know about us computer guys. We always tell you that you need to make sure to back up your data. Yeah ... we never back our shit up! So now I am debating the ways (some of them very expensive) to get the data off this drive.

I was married to my late wife for 28 years and all of our 'special' pictures were on this drive along with some of the other fun we had with others over those 28 years. All of my new pics were there also. Hopefully I'll be able to get that data back.

In the meantime, I'm going to have to start over on my pics. I'm off for the next 2 weeks so it will be a good excuse to be naked, have some adult beverages and picture time.

Seen someone say that 'Toys are tools, not competition" I have always agreed with that. My late wife and I had many toys that she and I played with. We never had the chance to play with all the new 'online' toys that are available.

These are so much fun. I have 2 Lovense toys that I use when I'm doing a cam show, the diamo, (kind of a cock ring like toy) and the hush (a small butt plug). Both vibrate when I get a tip. The new one is show in the pics. Its a cock ring + ... Toys are fun !!!

Well apparently, I don't know how to post pics on the blog : UPDATE - Look ! I figured it out

Where to start? I lost my wife, my best friend, earlier this year. It is by far the hardest thing that I have every gone thru. I've lost parents, friends, family in my 56 years on earth but none of that loss compares to this.

I was married for 2 weeks short of 28 years. In that time, we had dabbled in and out of the lifestyle. Meeting some really cool couples and some single guys and girls along the way. We had even found this website. (She enjoyed me reading her the comments that others had left.!)

I have recently decided to re-join here and a few other sites that we were on as a couple. It is a weird adjustment as a single guy instead of a couple. Simple things like taking some pictures or coming up with ideas for new ones is a challenge. (As a couple, I knew what to take and show, Her !! lol)

I don't like it at all, but it is the hand I was dealt, so I'm going to try and make the most of it.

She loved to have a few adult beverages on the weekend and clean. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed that also!! We also loved to have beverages on the weekend and play games on our computers or some card, dice or the Nintendo. I plan on keeping on doing that.

Being on here, and other sites, chatting and sharing pics, videos, webcams, laughs and conversation is always a good release after a long workweek.

I know it was kinda a ramble but just had some things on my mind.