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depotguy's blog post - An update of july 21st that will only mean something to one person

Monday, February 19, 2007, 7:46:59 PM
So as I am cleaning out my storage room I come across the boxes of your things. Shards of a past life slicing my heart. I find your address book with your grandpa's obituary tucked inside. I see your handwriting and I sigh. I think fondly of your habit of leaving notes. You would always tell me that someday you would give me the best gift I had ever been given. Nora Jones starts to sing (as if on cue)

Don't Miss You At All"

As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down
I don't miss you at all
I hear children playin' laughin' so loud
I don't think of your smile

So if you never come to me
You'll stay a distant memory
Out my window I see light doing dark
Your dark eyes don't haunt me

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm tough of your hand
As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down

I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all


I doubt such irony has ever been put so well. Again I wonder why I did this. I knew better. People warned me. In one of the boxes I found your carhart jacket. I wore it to work today.
The rest of your stuff went to goodwill

I'm keeping the jacket, and no brokeback references are required.

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aprilisahottie66
19-Feb-07 19:55:10
I always wanted a Carhart jacket. Do you think I can borrow it on Sunday? I doubt he will mind.
*hugs*
20-Feb-07 0:03:19
Its such a blessing to feel so much pain and be hurt so deep....it only reflects the intensity of the love, the passion and the feelings....some people go through life without ever experiencing that....how sad huh?

Being able to detach from the material things that were left behind will only lead to forgiveness, healing and the ability to move on.

Happiness is waiting for us my friend!! *holds you tight*
20-Feb-07 15:14:30
Dunno what to say, really... just that I wonder... I don't think your heart will go unnoticed.