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| Friday, October 13, 2006, 7:10:00 PM |
i think a blog should reflect all the experiences you are having. I'm just pissed. I feel like I keep trying and striving to step out of my comfort zone and I get knocked down. I'd been working on a peice of property for my new business. It was comming up for auction. It wasn't ideal, but I could afford it. I brought every zero my checkbook could handle and still got shot out of the water. It just made me feel empty. I wanted to go and eat everything in sight. And then I wanted to just spend every penny of this amount I've hoarded. For years now, new shoes?? no way...have to save, A new truck?....laugh. Keeping the thermostat at 60?? put on another blanket. And for what? I am not a quitter. Right now I am not a quitter. I am not a quitter. |
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