da toy's blog post

So i enter this blog with a great deal of apprehension.....i know how im feeling right now, i know what i want to right, but for now, these thoughts are staying right here jammed inside my little head, suppressed even. Maybe thats why. Suppression can be useful at times but in other circumstances suppression can only lead to a further doom and gloom. Right now i sit here and ponder my very existence. I think of my life right now, right at this point and i wonder. There are only two paths to travel. One a smooth well laid out road. The other rather bumpy, ending in oblivion. The choices are easy are they not. But the well laid out road is sure to need maintenace at some point. There will be a few bends, a few obstacles to traverse.
So now i sit here waiting....the lights are red...i cannot go until they change.....when will that be?
In fact the lights have been red for sometime. Stuck in this jam. No way to go. No way to know.

Toy

Rash indeed is he who reckons on the morrow, or haply on days beyond it; for tomorrow is not, until today is past.
Sophocles, Trachiniae
Greek tragic dramatist (496 BC - 406 BC)