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| Thursday, May 17, 2007, 2:02:39 AM |
so today as I logged onto my blog I found the number of views has reached 9100 so I realized that possibly no one has read what I have at this group that I offered a link to with my very first blog, as it explains my true motivations as to why I am sharing my desires here on the net. this blog here sortof replaces what I had deleted from yesterday as it was meant to be temp. only. soo here it is..."for what its worth" as my friend likes to say...  with typos and all...  ---------------------------------------------------------------- 10-26-2005 so now Im on the net...literally. WELCOME ALL! ---------------- the story... Ever since I took that first picture of myself with a polaroid, I had realized that upon viewing myself [apart from the mirror] that I had a desire to "share with the world" the beauty that I see of myself. and so ever since that time I have yearned to fulfill that desire. so in a thought for others to better understand is that I wish to share myself to all as being from my mind and of my body the sensuous art and erotic nature on which I view of myself through the mirror and now with pictures, thus being my motive...and not a form of "display" for use as some form of "self gratification" but for the long yearning desire to offer to all the natural physical form that God has created in me. and to share in the sense of sensuality and erotic "emotions"...if you were...that I have of myself, whether in an atmoshere of relaxation or in an atmoshere of arousal it is all defined as being natural. yet as some would say... arousal is not. either natural or emotional. So why then should arousal not be an emotion? if there should be an arguement then I say that it is, so once given the understanding that it IS an emotion then arousal would reflect what is natural. and so I share with you my natural being. and I shall share with you as well the most definitive aspect of what is sensuous and erotic...with the attention that I may display to my genitals, whether the atmoshere is relaxed, aroused, or even orgasmic...thus they all convey their own "unique" emotion... you see? God has given us the most wonderful gift that we possess and that is sex, thus being given the understanding of our own sexual awareness. further more...the one thing that I consider in viewing of my natural body as with any other is that the natural body is a form of art to behold, whether the body conveys an atmoshere of being relaxed or aroused we all have a desire to view that which would be the most pleasing, and may also deliver us the thought provoking emotion... arousal. As of late, I have been allowed to endeaver into an area that is called the "nudist" or "naturist" way of relaxing within my own skin and without clothes...yet I am not ready to "mingle" so to speak with the crowds in my birthday suit, though it has always been a desire of mine to "relax" around the home and when I go camping or what have you...alone. and as for now I am single and without a significant other...hense my going alone. and so, as with every thought or picture that I may share, will be of a nature from which there is a meaning. this desire to share has been within my mind for alittle over 20 years starting with that "first pic." as when I was 22 and now I am 46...sorry but I wish I still had that first picture but I dont. I am no photographer, I am no model, and I am certainly not knowledgeable in the field of how to produce the best "quality" presentation, yet I do possess a "cheap" photo edit program and the "best" is all I can offer that will [I hope] reflect an image of art and/or sensuality... and including a "raw" nature as well, in being... candid, spontaneous, and also erotic. yours truly, David tfvmb. ) |
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