d_ashley's blog post - the bitter sweet end of the holidays...mon. 5:59pm

has arrived, and so after two weeks of being off I shall return to the ol'work schedule again, yet even though it is for a day then our shift will be off the next two. it does still bring all of this to an end in being of the holidays. and so after the two days off Ill return to working the weekend as in fri. sat. and sun. ect...ect...
and so as I dwell upon the past two weeks here in my blog "blitz" I have found that I have compiled the total number of thirty blogs, and not counting the pictures, and not counting the two removed. so with this understanding I have shared with ya'll in how it is most challenging for me to get my blogs typed and submitted as I have said takes me a great deal of time in doing so thus the bigger the blog the more time I must spend working on it. and so with that I have estimated that I have spent the total number of about twentysix hours writing these blogs during this holiday vacation. and so with that knowledge I can truthfully say that without spending those hours here writing all of this then my mind would have gone into a less of an unwelcome mental state in being called depression, and so like I mentioned alittlewhile back in blog is that this has been good therapy for me to keep my mind focused here in blog and at the comp. now I did go out and dine watched alot of movies brought home from the store[final fantasy<goodone], visited the neighbors, yet the alone time spent here at home is what speaks of itself now. and two weeks of alone time spent going through the holidays is what speaks of itself here as well. and so like I said this was good for me indeed. and so with chat it is something that I will never be able to keep up with as If you can see what does take me awhile to put in words here on my own speed then I think that it can be understood of how it is like for me to frustratingly keep up in chat. as much as I am dying to join the rest, the rest will dam sure not stop and wait for me soooo anyway. I want to thank everyone who has now made me feel welcome in chat and here as a whole, and as of late I see that even with the women that I have met and touched base on in greetings that the interest to chat with me any further has all but wained such as I cannot keep up. so I apologize to all the women who had found me new and possibly interesting to chat with has now become my achillies[sp?] heal since my shortcomings is to frustrating for another to deal with. but I would wish to say to all of you ladies is that yes I am quick witted, and yes I am funny, and yes I am intelligent, thus I am sorry that the chat reflects a one that I am not, in being slow , less responsive, and having not much to say. so as for the guys they can just take me or leave me they are within their own element and I respect that such as I I guess. but trust me guys each and everone who I have met in chat I'll watch your back anytime.
and so with all the ladies it has been a great deal of pleasure in just for a moment, to have met you and I do regret that it should be under these circumstances. and so with time I can realistically see chat coming to a close. as when? I dont know for now...Im still enjoying, yet the frustrations will never pass.
yea I know same ol'crap as said before with all this. sorry about that.and also I need to start putting faces to the ones I meet in chat as well, as I tend to focus on the mind first and take into consideration of how they look later, and so I can honestly say I dont know 95% of the ones in chat in being what they look like. hmmm, two hours not bad Dave...thanks dummy he,he.
and so to sum it all up about these two weeks is that I had a very good time spending it with ya'll this holiday season. indeed. sooo take care for now, David.