d_ashley's blog post - my thoughts...thur. 4:40am

you know I have found that this is the most variable website alive...and I say alive with feeling, as that I have found no other than what is here in being the most that one can enjoy...
in being that there are so many with so much to offer, that I feel as if Im just an observer passing in the night...sooo now I wonder if this cyber tangle of lives and personalities should drift off into space as do the radio and television waves do, that if one should capture its entirety or even a piece of it would they allow themselves to become fascinated by this? or would they just shrudge their shoulders and move on??? sooo, maybe we will find out in the future then, as our grand children's children, once given birth to a new millennium, will have the answer to this riddle...thus I pray that the new millennium will arrive with us still existing.
yet as for me...I fear that I've less than twenty years left in this world, as my lungs are too tempermental...after 30 years of smoking...yet I know that all that I have said by voice in the early days with the CB radio is out there["breaker one nine"] then it would be a greater reward to know that my thoughts are carried out there as well...into outer/cyber space...enough drinks t'nite dave, say goodnite...hmmm, must have fallen asleep already...thus I'll warrant if this blog should remain tomorrow, after I wake up. such as the mind of alcohol induced thoughts, that may be reflected upon tonight, yet changed for tomorrow.