d_ashley's blog post - update chat...wed.2:04pm

hmmm, getting drunk and visiting chat or could that be visiting chat and getting drunk? oh well, I hope that I dont become a NUISANCE to anyone, thus I have now come to see that chat and alcohol and tunes go together quite well.
I see alot of bull crap people now as in...dont know who a person really is unless you get them to strip and show that they really are a man or a woman. and I aint goin to do any grabbing to make sure anytime soon, yet it does sort of remind me of like a room filled with people and the lights are down real low so that one who should meet another must grope and feel their way through the greetings process in order to just get the facts straight. hmmm I think thats called the bar scene. ohhh th-memories. wink. and boy do I have some stories to tell with those. umm no thanks dave...look, I have an idea...see that mountain wayyy over there? yea...so go climb it or somethin ok?...my nerves!...
so where was I?? oh yea, so I wonder where is this lala land on which these type of people come from?
because I am now at the point that if one wishes to chat with me on this PRV thing then Im not gonna...if I dont know who it is that is. and so now I feel as if Im in a middle of a double life, as in on one hand I love the idea to chat with any and all, yet on the other Im restrained from doing so with the feeling that this other has motives far beyond mine...like sexual motives, in being a man in the guise of a woman, and being a man as say...just a man. sooo I dont want sex. period! just good ol' friendly convos. yet this websites chat is not a convo. website is it? in being...swapping recipes, pictures of the kids, and how I once fixed my car with only a spoon[actually I did] thus this website is of swapping cyber spit, pictures of my dildo, and how I once fixed my itch with only a spoon[actually I did] and so this chat has evolved in my world as the most unique form of sexual variances to have been allowed to come into my home. heck, sometimes I even have to hide the eyes of my cat, as she lies in my lap. wink.
and boy did I pick a name, which has now become synonamous with being a woman. as for me...its just my middle name.
and so thats enough on chat for now...just wish that I didnt have to ignore the PRV. yes I've tried to say no thanks on the main board yet, that can be inept at times.
remember, none are the wisest, until they have reached the top.
hey!!! stupid! your on the wrong mountain! I said that one! over there!. tee,he,he that'll keep him awhile huh.