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| Thursday, November 27, 2008, 2:08:19 AM |
if y'all had noticed it on my schedule then your prob wonderin what it is?? and I'll tellya.  today is the day that I have gone eight years without this>>>> pic...  link to .gif video... [url]http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3277/3061744923_40320a5812_o.gif[/url] ummmmmm the wife that is. indeed... lol. sooo now y'all know the "special" anniversary on my schedule/calendar. ) aaand so this is from our video. now this video is prob about thirteen to fourteen years old and so I have figured that I am about thirtyfive years old when we took this video. and so it is from a VHS and th quality sucks badly. but after just downloading a .gif program I will be able to share more from this video here in my blog. ) 'course it takes lots of time and stuff to copy edit and create. but I have been sitting on this video for about a year now after getting what I needed to copy the vid to my putor. this video is about roughly one hour long with a couple of other vids I took solo for th wife.  I'm excited to get this long awaited gif imaging software and I hope to bring all that I am willing to share here in my blog with y'all to enjoy. ) ------------------------------- though this day is for me an anniversary of "rebirth" and complete freedom from this marrage on which I have come to learn that my life is worth more to myself as a complete and happy person without th continuous trying of hoping and praying that it would get better...and so after 12 long years of this I left never to return to this way of living. and so if I should only find peace and happiness with just myself then so be it, for I've come to understand my life as the way I so choose to live it. never have I been alone in all my years as an adult and I actually had to learn from scratch how to live as a single person. heh at fourty years of age. lol now I'm not gonna explain why I left on the eve of Thanksgiving other than to say that the time had come. I tend to enjoy watching my video of what I have of her and I for this is the few remaining pleasures that I had expierienced from th beginning of this marrage til the time came to leave. soo no I am not tryin to remember her or us of days gone past...just the thoughts of what I had briefly enjoyed for myself. so tomorrow I will celebrate a Thanksgiving that has new meaning to me and has been for the past eight years now. and that is a thankyou for my sanity...a thankyou for my happiness...a thankyou for my self assurance...and most of all a thankyou for my awakening. ooh ann the cream of th crop...a thankyou for my health. amen sooo "y'all have a happy Thankgiving ya-hear?" from the heart of Dixie...David. ummm dave? pls pass th cornbread thnx..... tfvmb. edit... >click th link to see the gif images/video as it became a prob to leave the vid in my blog. thnx to dailup< |
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