arabella_topaz's blog post

The best recent advice I read: Don't pursue a man you want, pursue the relationship you want.

Spent most of the day with the potential bf. I met his daughters, had lunch with him and his best friend, went on a road trip the the two of them (and met some of his best friend's family) and then he took me shopping which I found a little awkward but I guess at times, it's good to put away those feminist ideas and just be a girl. And we haven't had sex yet although we made out for a good half hour and now I'm climbing the walls. I feel a little like retreating cause I get so nervous when he tells me how much he likes me. (It is a lot and he also said the "L" word.) But he hasn't tried to have sex with me even though I know he wants to, and to me, that's a big deal. I think I need to back off on the making-out, though.

Wish my oldest would hurry up home. I'm so tired and my bed is calling my name.