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| Sunday, August 14, 2005, 7:01:52 AM |
What a day!!! Was my father in laws bday so that meant boiling up a BIG pot of beans for him..... he was happy so all was happy...... Rough day today with the hips/back........sometimes I wonder if I am even going to feel better.....last night after being in bed for only about 45 minutes....I got a cramp that turned into a spasm that started in my right shoulder and decided up was the best way to go....ah nothing like a spasm in the neck that leads all the way up to the brain......what do you get??????? A FUCKING MIGRANE!!!!!!!! so here I was at 12:30 getting up to go downstairs and take quite a few more pills and get the heating pad out. Didn't want to wake Cory.....he has a hard time sleeping as it is and so when he is finally asleep, I don't like to wake him... Did get some more blackberries picked....have about 8 gallons in the freezer now and lotssssss of Jam made.....Had really wanted to get some strawberry made this year also but didn't get to it......Jam was all I got done... when the maters do get ripe all the way...thinking that some salsa with the peppers from slutsrus will be a good deal to do also...... Have to go in late Sept to have another eye surgery done...just a lazy eye correction but it has been a few years coming....mostly cosmetic, but I am a bit convinced that also it has had a leading cause to some of the migranes that have had for years.... so then........ Also as a side note....it has been 2 weeks since I have stopped drinking soda at all, the only caffine drinks I do now is coffee. so my daily fluids are juice and water... the soda I was drinking was just to damn hard on my body and it was not making me feel to well. I have been feeling a bit better and lost several pounds. In the last two weeks, I have lost another 12 pounds.........since February this year I have gone from 236 to 168.....It has been hard but worth it....I feel somewhat better............the only problem I am having now is this.......I used to weigh 96 pounds.....now I know this is pre 2 kids and all the fats and sugars....but even with the swimming/walking I am doing that I can with my back.... still am going to have the issue of the "excess" skin.....Not sure if my insurance will pay for the surgery to remove it....but i know that it looks terrible and so now I am a bit "camera shy" Not around my *friends* but in general... I know that my friends love me fat/skinny/short/tall.....thats why I have chosen to have you all close to me....... Thank you all for allowing me to have a place to vent and share my feelings.....ok now, just tell me to shut up and deal with it and have a good day.... Loves and moans to you all.. you all really are dear to us... the Innocentone |
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