I saw her at work today. Actually, she texted me before she came in. If I'd made her uncomfortable last night with my affections, it wasn't apparent today. We saw each other in passing a few times, and made silly remarks that made each other smile. She went out of her way to make sure we could have lunch together. We kept the conversation fairly light, but then she started to fellate a carrot in front of me. I said, "Damn! Would you stop that? You know it's not all about that...but it's a little bit about that." She just winked and smiled. She knows my feelings for her. I wish I knew how she really feels about me. She has told me before that if she weren't already attached, we'd be together. Such a bittersweet frustration... |