I absolutely LOVE oral sex, both giving and receiving. My wife, before she recently passed away, use to go nuts when I’d go down on her. Additionally, I have always considered myself straight. I’ve never even touched another man in a sexual manner, but over the past year or so, I’ve had a re-accruing fantasy to suck another man’s cock. Recently it’s really become a constant obsession. I’ve even started masturbating to dick pics and videos imaging that I can play with that cock. I feel like I can’t just go out “cruise around” to pick up someone, because I’m disabled to the point where I’m now in a power wheelchair and can’t drive. Also, last year I had colon surgery and had a portion of my colon removed so that now I have a colostomy bag stuck to my abdomen…not the most alluring picture to say the least! Anyway, I just thought that this might be a good place to actually express this secret fantasy of mine. Any thoughts good, bad or indifferent appreciated. Cheers!
P.S. I absolutely adore this website.

When my wife and I first met in college she was sexier than hell. She loved fucking and was a pretty good cocksucker too. For example, once we went to an adult movie theater together. She wore a long coat with absolutely nothing on underneath…that was a wild night. We eventually got married. When she was pregnant with our first child she was hornier than hell during the pregnancy. After the delivery her desire for sex diminished a bit. I assumed that to be only natural with all that comes with caring for a new born. Even so we had (or at least I did) a lot of erotic moments as she’d let me nurse from her. I loved it when she’d jack me off while I was sucking on her big milky breasts.

Anyway, let’s skip ahead.

Over the years, year by year, she became less and less interested. Plus, she only wanted me to please her. Finally, several years ago, she told me she does want to have sex anymore. Period. Now, she won’t even give me a handjob.

I can’t leave her because I’m too sick. For reasons I don’t want to bore anyone with, I can no longer drive and am wheelchair bound. Other than masturbating, which I do enjoy, I haven’t had any sex in years! I always thought these would be my “golden years,” but they’ve been anything but. If not for this website and others like it, my sex life would be total rubbish and worse than it is now. I yearn for the intimacy of another human being, female, or at this point even male.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts, pics and/or vids.

Please feel free to send me your thoughts, pics and/or vids.